I draw small circles with my finger on my femininity. I couldn’t help but moan at the sensation I was feeling.
“Ahh!”
“Hmmm…” I felt the familiar sensation there.
“There it is!”
“Ahhh!” I thought I was going to go out,
“Hmmm…” but I still didn’t feel good so I kept doing it.
“Shit!”
Why don’t I still take it out!
Why is that? Maybe because I’m tired today. I got up from the bed and washed my hands.
I adjusted myself, unpacked my clothes and went back to it, to make the bed that was messed up because of what I had done.
I just sat up in bed as if I was depressed.
I have this problem and I don’t really know what it is and how to solve it.
I can’t really release what I should have released. Especially when I have “me” time! That’s all I can do to relieve stress. I also don’t understand why it doesn’t work. I do what I see and watch in porn videos but why is it like that ?!
I dropped my body on the bed. I sighed heavily. This is as much a problem as I have, no one can answer and solve.
I want to see a doctor to find out why this is happening to my body but I’m afraid to find out about my illness… Maybe my body is complaining because I’m independent every day.
“Ahh!”
“Yes! Oh fuck me!”
“Harder !!”
Hearing the growl makes me cringe. I rolled my eyes around, keeping my gaze on the side of the bed where the laptop was, turned on and still playing a porn video.
I just forgot to stop playing the porn video I watched before. I took it and killed it. It’s like I’m getting weaker… This is how it really feels when I can’t get out, it’s annoying!
“Verine!” Tit shouted from below.
I went out of the room. “Yes ?!”
“Get down here, Verine!”
I adjusted myself and went downstairs. What else can my aunt order me, that’s what she will order. I couldn’t help but laugh at the thought.
“What’s a Tit?” I used to call my Aunt tit. It is actually Tita, but it’s too long so Tit is much shorter.
“Take a bath so you can join me at the doctor later,” he ordered.
My eyes widened. “Are you sick Tit?”
“I didn’t know you were going to the doctor, did I? Now go and take a bath,” she answered philosophically, he gently pushed me in front of the bathroom.
Tit is the only relative of my Dad in Manila. He’s my dad’s brother, so isn’t that my Aunt?
She was alone in her own mansion. She is busy with her business. It’s like I’m her child if she considers me as her niece.
While my family was in the province, our life was luxurious there but because I didn’t want to inherit our business, I chose to study in Manila. There were my brothers and sisters who could manage that business, there were also my good relatives. Just borrow from us, then when we have what we need, we almost don’t know each other.
I also don’t want to be just in the province because other people there are plastic, especially me. When you face me, you will think who is kind.
Damn them! Then when I turn my back on what the gossip is!
“Tit… I’m still too lazy to take a bath!” my complaint.
“Do you want me to cut off the internet here at home huh ?!”
“No! I’m going to take a bath now Tit! See? Why can’t I joke around you!” I faked a laugh and then grabbed the towel by the arm.
“Good afternoon Ma’am. How may I help you?” The woman in white greeted us as we went to the front desk.
“I have a scheduled appointment.”
“Wow Tit, you’re good at english huh!” I laughed and whispered.
She glared at me.
“Garzon.” Tit apparently knew that his name would be asked so he preceded it.
While the woman was still looking for Tit’s name, I first rolled my eyes around.
I can’t help but be amazed at the hospital. I’ve been to many hospitals but this hospital was different.
My eye remained on the group of doctors passing in our direction. I was devastated as they passed us. The masculine scent was left in the air. I followed them with my gaze.
Damn! How handsome those doctors are! They only look two years older than me but they look fresher than me!
I turned in the other direction. There’s a handsome doctor again!
I turned around, and there was a handsome doctor again! He was accompanied by a beautiful woman, based on what he was wearing, he was definitely a doctor.
I turned my gaze in the other direction, handsome and beautiful doctors I could see.
Damn! Is it really a hospital or a modeling agency? Why are there so many beautiful people here? Couldn’t Tit and I have gotten lost?
“Tit!”
“Oh?”
“Is this really a hospital?” I asked in astonishment.
Its forehead furrowed. “Gaga probably! What else do you think?”
“I look like I’m on Olympus Tit! The doctors are so handsome!”
“It’s really like that here, that’s why I’m still a doctor here because of that.”
“Not only the doctor is beautiful, but also the hospital!” I said.
“Most likely, its owner is rich, Verine!” Tit answered me while still answering.
I nodded.
“If it’s all right.” I agreed.
My eyes remained on the woman in front of us. Even the nurses here are nice too.
“Tit,”
“Oh? What else?”
“I’m hungry, Tit.” I said while I held my stomach at the same time.
“Yes, doc.” The nurse said on the phone then we turned around.
“Ma’am, the doctor is waiting for you,”
Tit turned to me. “Just wait for me, Tit.”
“I can’t stand my hunger anymore.” I then promised to act like my stomach hurt.
It took a deep breath. “Why didn’t you eat at home earlier, hurry up!”
I nodded and smiled. He walked towards the two door room not far away.
“Hmm… delicious.” I couldn’t help but speak while my mouth was full of food. There is no cheap food outside this hospital because there is only expensive food here, only restaurants next door, not even a food stall.
It’s not that I’m struggling, but you can eat more when you buy and it’s still cheap, unlike here in expensive restaurants where the price of the food increases, it’s just a small portion of the food.
That’s why I was forced to look for a stitch.
Because I’m lucky because I don’t have skin on my ass, I can see, but in the back of the hospital, I was able to buy ten peso fish balls, ten kikiam, ten kwek kwek and ten squid, also twenty cool ones each. With one hundred and twenty pesos of my money, a lot has been sold, I have another ten in exchange, I’m sure I’ll be satisfied with it!
“Hmm… yum …”
I really can’t help but enjoy what I eat, I also haven’t eaten it for a long time, there’s not much like that in our village. I stopped chewing when I heard the camera click and something blocked the light in the area where I was.
“Gorgeous,” said the man standing in front of me.
I looked up at that man.
“Ah! Ohoh! Ohoh!” Wings fluttered in panic.
He was tall so he blocked the sunlight in my direction.
He sat beside me, giving me a better view of his face. He has amber eyes that fit his pointed long nose and pinkish lips. Its cheeks are also red.
Is he lip tint so his cheek is red? Damn it Verine! Maybe that’s just normal.
I noticed its long lashes. Her black hair also looks soft.
“Here.” He then promised to present his camera. He showed me his shot.
My eyes widened. Hmm… he took a beautiful picture.
“Hey! That’s nice!” I was surprised. Especially the angle. The angle makes it more beautiful.
“Yeah. Very pretty.” I turned to him who was looking at me.
“It makes you laugh!” I laughed at the promise.
It seems that he was confused by what I said based on the frown on his forehead.
“But unfairness, you took a good shot,” I said while eating kwek kwek.
“The model is beautiful too.” He then flashes a pretty smile showing his white and perfect set of teeth.
“Tsk, don’t tell lies!” I said while chewing the quack quack. This man is such a player!
“We don’t even know each other!” I told him then turned around and shot the squid.
“So adorable,” he said again. This man is good in English!
He looks like a foreigner. It’s not that I can’t keep up with it but I’m not in the mood to communicate with him in English, so I was the best in English when I was in elementary school!
I got up because I had already run out of the food I had bought. I rolled my eyes to look for trash around.
“Where are you going?” He asked again.
“Why do you care?” I said calmly.
I looked at it from head to toe, it was wearing blue floral shorts and even a vest. He was handsome in what he was wearing.
When I’m done checking him out. My eyes went into his.
“Bye.” I smiled sweetly.
“Wait! What’s your name!” its cries as I walk back to the hospital.
I’m sure Tit is inside. I have met a few more handsome doctors. The beauty of this day. Can it be made better?
I followed Tit into the two door room earlier. There wasn’t even a nice nurse at the front desk earlier, so I just went in.
“Ouch!” I shouted when I suddenly tripped for some reason so that my forehead hit the door and then slipped. I got on my knees in pain to draw in my nape.
Shit!
Damn !!
“Verine!” A familiar voice I heard. I looked up to see the caller. I was wrong in thinking that Tit would open up to me, it was far away from Tit because a handsome man was in front of me now.
It looks like this day will be even better.