Moab Sankara
It was a good day today and I realize more and more that I did not make the wrong choice. In a week we will be together and I will be able to touch her, maybe kiss her, but on the other hand I think I am being unfair to her because I know deep down that we will never have a relationship like other couples because we will miss one essential thing.
??: I can come in
Me: yes go ahead Amir
Him: what are you doing, you look a bit worried which is quite strange, you should be proud because you are getting married
You should be proud because you are getting married this Saturday.
Me: it's nothing
Him: uh uh don't try to lie to me
Me: it's just that ....
Him: yes that?
Me: I feel bad about Dina, I wonder if I should put an end to our marriage, cancel it
Him: Yes, but why?
Me: Amir, you know it very well
Him: ah! ah! but why not tell her
Me: You know it well she will reject me the second she knows it
Him: no, you don't know that for sure
Me: but according to you Amir, would a normal woman want to marry a man unable to do his marital duties?
Him: there is not only that in a couple relationship, you know Moab the intimacy was given to the married couple as a gift to be able to share something between them, but there is also love, support, knowing that there is a person for whom you care and who loves you above all
Me: you're right but maybe Dina doesn't see things the way you do
Him: the first thing I noticed about her is her simplicity, her calmness too, she will accept you as you are, if she doesn't it won't be because of your problem but maybe because she doesn't have feelings for you yet and nothing else
Me: honestly I don't know what to think, I just hope I don't screw up her life
Him: be a loving husband and you'll see that everything will be fine
Me: uh yes I hope so
ONE WEEK LATER
Dina malick
It was Friday night, and just tomorrow....tomorrow I will be a married woman I'm a little anxious about what will happen tomorrow I wonder if everything will go well, and how will my future relationship with Mr. Moab.
We were all sitting in the living room and my mother was really confident, she had managed to organize this wedding in three weeks, she was so happy for me that I could see why she was so confident that Mr. Moab would treat me well.
They were still talking when I slipped away in the room as usual, I looked out the window at the sky, it was beautiful and had a nice color.
Me: my God what is going to happen
?: you are going to be unhappy
Me: excuse me but this is not the right time Irma
Her: orhhh if it's the right time, without counting on the fact that you're going to get married tomorrow with my luck, give up
Me: I give up, yes I give up, you know I never wanted to marry him and I'm really fed up with you telling me that I stole your happiness, your luck, Mr Moab never looked at you as a potential wife, he didn't make you any promise, he didn't give you any false hope, so where does the fact that I stole your happiness come from, is it the richness of the latter that fascinates you so much that you react this way? isn't it sister why you just can't support me, can't you see that I'm scared to death of this wedding, can't you support me for once, just once in your life Irma please?
She: you will never have my support neither today nor after I wanted to be with Moab not only because of his bank account but also because of all his assets, he is so handsome and a person like him cannot love a person like you.....Dina malick
?: that's not very nice
She: oh! mom I was just saying that...
Mom: there is no point in arguing about it Dina will marry Moab tomorrow and she will not only have his bank account but also
not only her bank account, but also this beautiful specimen. Is that okay with you Irma?
She: but mom
Mama: Mama nothing outside
When I went out, mom looked at me and I looked out the window as always.
Mom: Dina I am happy today
Me: really but why?
Mom: because for once in the Malick family a wedding is celebrated and it is not only based on the highest bidder
Me: Mr. Moab has also paid a large sum of money for dad to accept
Mom: I don't say no, but if he did it was first to be sure to get you for a wife, otherwise your father would have refused
Me: it is not false
Mom: try to be happy Dina, only for me
Me: I will do it, I promise
Mom: don't worry either about your night tomorrow everything will be fine
Me: tomorrow night?
Mom: yes your first night with your husband
Me: ah! ah! ah! uh! could we not talk about that please
Mom: Dina
Me: mom please I'm ashamed
Mom: ok
Me: thank you
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