Lora was first happy when I called her name directly, which was implied by her body which trembled, but when she heard the rest of the question she became silent, she kept looking at me, her fair hand went towards my face stroking it tenderly, she spoke after a bit
I wasn't surprised by her words, I looked deep into her blue eye's which seemed to be lurking with a deep obsession for me, I know that her feelings was there due to the bloodline, in a way that's unfair but when was the world fair?
Seated on my lap one of my hand was on her waist, while my other hand when towards her face, my hands trailed from her forehead to her cheeks, before it landed on her plump lips, my hands trailed her lips, Lora looked at me her eyes heated, her lips seemed red tempting me to take a bite but I held myself back, first we needed to confirm our relationship
"Lora why do you love me?"
My question was met with silence, Lora looked in to my deep purple eyes, she thought: why did she love me?
Lora was not an idiot, no in fact she was smart, she knew that there must be some thing that was creating such thoughts about me, she had a guess it was maybe due to her bloodline?, she was not sure but she was sure of one thing she did love me
Just seeing me brings happiness to her heart, standing beside me brings happiness to her heart, thinking about me increases her heartbeat, whenever I get hurt, her heart seems to clench in pain, whenever I am far away from her, her life loses it's color, so is that not love?
Lora knew that maybe these thought might not be real, these feelings might destroy her life, that I might not accept her, in fact that was the biggest worry in her heart for a long time, after all why would I choose an old woman like her whose married has a child instead of some other woman?
Maybe she might have blackmailed me?, she didn't know, the truth was that Lora had a secret, unlike other people she could not 'feel', she had understood this a long time ago, that's why she never refused and went along with everything
People thought that she puts on a cold face but that was not true she really couldn't get any feelings, all her smiles, laughs, all her emotions were false, a mask she wore to hide her abnormality
Lora always thought, what was a smile?, what was a laugh?, what was love?, she wanted to know but she never knew, she thought that after marrying the Emperor she might develop love but nothing ever came, she truly had no color in her life
It was then that she had met me, for the first time in her life her heart started beating faster , for the first time in her life she 'felt' something, from then on she started feeling all those emotions, at first she didn't understand them
Her rational mind tried to push down these feelings, she knew that such a path only had destruction for her, yet she couldn't stop.....No she didn't want to stop, for the first time she felt alive, she wanted to keep this feelings, she wanted to feel more
First out of curiosity she sought out me, yet the more she divied into me the more desirable I became, I became a drug tha she could't get enough of, no I was what she wanted
She knew that in this world there are special bloodlines and there are even proof that some bloodlines feel some sort of attraction to each other, it was said that those bloodliners ancestors might have some relation or that these people are destined to be together a natural loving couple a blessing of the goddess, that's what some people think too
Lora had thought the same, hence she thought of suppressing it but the feeling which she felt for the first time, she couldn't let them go, she too wanted to be a woman, a person which could love, so she didn't resist no, when she found out her feelings she rejoiced in it
There was nobody else other than me that could make her 'feel', so why should she give anything to them?, Lora knew that such a feelings might lead to her demise but she didn't care anymore, the more she saw me the more her 'love' grew, she wanted me all to herself
She wanted to be in my embrace, she wanted to be with me, she wanted to have my children's she wanted to give her everything to me, this was something she didn't want to let go
At first when she had confirmed this feeling she was lost, she didn't know how a I felt about her, so she was scared, another emotion she never felt, Lora had been racking her head thinking about ways to get me
And then that happened, I awakened my bloodline, that moment Lora felt it a connection to me, something so deep she could not fathom could be felt between them, that's when she knew that I would feel the same about her too, at that moment she felt that their emotions were the same
All the doubts she had vanished that day, that day she visited me, hearing my words made her in ecstasy, just me touching her, just me kissing her all this bouight her a never ending pleasure she never knew existed, she wanted to keep me all to herself, she only wanted a world with both of them and she will achieve it too
Lora looked back at me, a few seconds has passed since I had asked her my question and she had been in deep thought since then, my hands continued to stroke her lips, she smiled as she spoke
"I loved you because you make me happy, I love you because you make me feel alive, I love you because everything about you makes me crazy, I love you because I want too"
"Plus can't you feel it, our connection"
Hearing Lora's reply I looked deep into her eyes, it was brimming with a desire, a great desire for me, a dark desire to only have me for herself, this couldn't just rise bacuse of the bloodline, no this is due to her own desires, plus her own misunderstandings
She thinks that the bloodline is a fate that binds us, I don't know the reason but it seems that Lora heavily deepens on the bloodline bound to us for some reason, she desires to keep me to only herself due to her desire, this would go against me in many ways
So the problem now is: What should I choose?
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What do you think about this situation?
I made it so that the bloodline gave the feelings and Lora herself 'embraced' it, so I plan on making any future bloodlines , the feelings will be there but Austin will have to make a move for them to completely fall)
[How about this?, do you guys think this is better?]