Gracie
So many years I realized I still don't know him, still don't understand who he was.
Hayden Mcandrew.
Even when I've tried fighting him for so many years, but it only got to this state.
The stage we were at now.
So I won't fight anymore, at least not this time.
Which is why I've decided to know him.
It was the only hope I could get out of this.
To be free of him and from his psychotic obsession.
He'd went out somewhere for about an hour, this gave me the chance I needed to think.
I listened to the sound of the shower running, I took two quick breaths to calm my nerves but it wasn't working
I was a nervous mess as I slowly made my way inside the bathroom,
His eyes were closed as he stood naked against the steamy spray.
For a moment he looked so devilish beautiful that it made my heart clench.
He was the beautiful disaster that shattered me, just like a storm he ravaged my every being.
"what are you doing here? " he croaked out seeming surprised by my presence...
I peeled my clothes off and they fell to the floor beneath me.
I heard him inhaled a sharp breath, his burning gaze never left mine even for a moment.
I joined him under the hot spray my legs threatening to give way at the power of his scorching gaze
"Can I shower with you? " I whispered taking a peek up at him.
He moved at lightning speed to make a harsh grip on my hair and I whimpered aloud at the stinging pain.
"what do you think you are doing by doing all of these !!" He hissed out, his hot breath fanning against my neck, for the first time I saw something that looked like confusion in his gaze.
"I just want to know you Hayden " I whispered honestly.
I pressed my lips briefly on his glistening chest gently, he jolted seeming taking aback for a moment, his grip on my hair loosened slightly, at least it was no longer hurting
"I'm never going to be free from you, you are never going to let me go, it doesn't have to be painful ...so please " I whispered resting my head against his chest.
His gaze flickered as it searched mine I couldn't read his gaze nor guess what he was searching for in mine.
A low growl rumbled from his chest as he pinned me against the wall pressing his hard length against me, without warning he plunged hard and deep burying himself completely inside me
"You know you are mine right? " he grunted thrusting hard against me...
His teeth grazed at my collarbone and chin, leaving love bites everywhere he touched
"Say it! " he growled delivering another hard thrust, I clenched against him wrapping my legs tightly around him
"I'm your Hayden " I whimpered against the crook of his neck feeling the pressure building, I couldn't take it anymore, he latched one of my nipples into his mouth, rolling it between his teeth, a cry escaped my mouth as I clenched around him in a shattering release
His thrusts grew even more violent and faster.
"That's right, the only mine. I won't let you go. Ever "
I heard his grunt of pleasure before I felt his hot seed spewed deep inside of me.
We stayed like that for a moment unmoving I wouldn't be able to even if I wanted, my legs felt numb.
He cradled me all the way back to the room and placed me gently on the bed, I couldn't look at him, I couldn't bear to, I felt as if I was betraying myself by doing this, even if it was just an act
I had not faked pleasure the pleasure I felt, he had always known the right spots to touch
I closed my eyes as he lay beside me, his arms wrapped around me, my back was pressed against his chest as he spooned me against him.
Moments later I fell asleep...
Asleep hunted by a certain green-eyed boy.
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I felt the stares as we walked into school, I get what they are looking at, Hayden's hand was clasped against my shoulders possessively as we stepped out of his car, we would look like a couple.
The murmurings and whispers didn't go past my ears as we made our way through the hallway
We had barely reached my locker when he stopped, he suddenly flattened me against his chest and claimed my lips in a scorching possessive kiss, he didn't seem the least bit bothered by the stares we got, but I was.
He kissed me until my lips were swollen and tender.
He pulled away from me reluctantly seeming satisfied by his handwork.
"Be good " he murmured giving me one last longing look before he walked away
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I had barely taken few steps to class when Lyn attacked me with questions
"Thank goodness you are here! Do you know how worried I was? And what was that all about? You and Hayden? "
I stared at her shortly trying to come up with a suitable reply, I must have taken too long because she averted her gaze seeming somewhat apologetic.
"come on, I know we haven't really spoken since that other day, I'm sorry I overreacted, but I was only worried about you...I swear! "
Thinking about it now I haven't received any threats or messages, after that day Hayden spent at my house, something told me he has something to do with it.
Clarissa soon made her way over us
"You and Hayden Mcandrew sucking faces, the whole school is talking about it!" Clarissa exclaimed sounding way too excited about it.
I was just about to reply when Lyn spoke again
"Why didn't you tell me you guys moved out? I went over there to pick you up for nothing "
I froze at her words...
"what did you say? " I choked out breathlessly
She gave me a puzzled look, I didn't wait for her response before I ran out..... In search of him.
It didn't take long to find him, he was alone in an empty classroom typing furiously on his phone.
"What happened to them? Where are they! " I cried panic etched in my voice...
He looked up from his phone and straightened to his feet
"What are you talking about? "
"My family, where are they? " I repeated unable to keep the fear out of my voice
"Did you do anything to them ?"
He approached me in three quick strides and made a firm grip on my shoulders shaking me none too gently.
"Why do you fucking care, they left! without giving a damn about you don't you get that?"
"They are still my family," I said trying to sound convincing...
More to myself than to him.
They couldn't have just left me...
They really just abandoned me to whatever fate awaits me?
His grip on my shoulders relaxed just a bit as he pulled me into his embrace and rocked my back with surprising gentleness...
"I didn't have anything to do with it, they just left "
I closed my eyes, but a streak of tears managed to escape.
I didn't want this...
I don't want his gentle comfort.
I was just too tired... I couldn't hang on anymore.
He tilted my chin to him, his gaze was dark and flickered with so many emotions.
"They don't want you but I fucking do"He whispered fiercely his knuckles grazing my cheeks gently.
His gaze looked a little crazed and was filled with possessiveness
The intensity of it made me tremble, my knees threatening to give way.
Then in a moment, his lips covered mine, it wasn't one of those forceful kisses
His fingers grabbed a fistful of my hair as his tongue gently explored every corner of my mouth
"you have no fucking idea.. .how much I need you " he murmured In between slow kisses
I allowed my tensed muscles to relax against him.
"I won't hurt you anymore Gracie, you just have to stay with me " he murmured molding my frame to his.