Chapter 29
Catherine
I still don't want to turn around. Just let him talk to my back!
I don't know what I'm feeling right now. I know that our relationship is not official and clear and is of no label one.
But the reason of him from approaching me is like a knife that stab my heart and broke it into million pieces.
I'm just his lustful toy!
"I don't know where to begin..." Vincent said in a low voice tone.
I'm just listening. I don't have something to say. All of my dreams with him was already shattered. There's nothing to talk to.
"I don't want to get married because I'm still in love with my ex." He said truthfully and it hurts like hell!
"And- I don't want to hurt you if I marry you but I need you." He reason.
What should I gonna say? Nothing!
I finally turn around and look at him.
"Is that all? It's okay with me. I didn't said that I want to marry you Vincent! What's the big deal with that?" I asks trying to control my anger.
"I'm glad that you didn't take it seriously. Grandpa is just desperate in having an heir." He explains. "I'm sorry Catherine," he tried to hold my hand but I didn't let him.
"Okay, Let's end this conversation and go back to our lives." I said. "I should respect you, because you are the CEO's grandson but I don't want to get close to you again just to use me as your sex toy!" I shouted angrily.
I walk away but he follows me.
"Stop Catherine. We are not done talking!" He shouted but I keep on walking to God knows where I'am going.
All I want is to get away from him. The far the better.
But he keeps on chasing me! And I'm just walking endlessly without knowing where to go.
All I can see is the beach and sand.
I stop walking. I'm tired!
"What? Is there anything else that we need to talk to?" I ask angrily.
"I just want your forgiveness," he answers.
"I can't forgive you as of this moment. Later, maybe." I said.
"Okay, Let's not quarrel." He suggests.
"That's better but let me tell you this Vincent. I don't want to be your sex toy. Just don't touch me again!" I said with a threat.
"But I need you," he insists.
"You need me for what? For sex? I don't care! I can have sex to any men out there! I just don't want you!" I shouted.
And Vincent's face turns into monster! He grabs my arm and it hurts!
"Let go of me!" I struggle from his grasp.
"What did you say? You'd rather have sex to any men than me?" He ask angrily.
"Yes!" I answer and shout it to his face.
"You can't!" He is still angry.
And I don't care!
"I can! And I don't need your permission!" I want to fight and I don't like him to manipulate me.
"You should not dare Catherine. I won't allow that. You are mine!" Vincent said seriously.
His eyes is full of anger.
I'am supposed to be angry and not him!
"How can I be yours if you're so against in marrying me? You didn't even recognize me just a little in front of your grandpa. I'm just nothing to you! So don't you dare said that I'am yours!" I'm about to cry but I hold it.
I can't let him see me crying!
"I need you and you are only mine!" Vincent said crazily.
"You're crazy! Why don't you go and find your true love and stop bothering me," I said.
"You don't understand! I love her but she can't make me hard!" Vincent finally said the truth.
"So, you want her because you love her and what about me?" I ask but he didn't answer.
"You need me because I can make your d*ck hard. Is that it?!" I ask and my tears fall.
I keep holding it but it still fall.
"I don't know! But right now, I need you Catherine. I need you!" He answer confuse.
"You're crazy. And I don't want to see you anymore." I want to walk away but I can't!
Where is that bullshit yacht?
"I just can't let you go Catherine. Not now," He said while looking at me instensely.
"You're crazy!" I surrender.
He will not let me go but he didn't love me!
"I think so. I'm crazy!" He admit it!
And I'm going crazy because of him!
"I want to go back. Where is the yacht?" I ask.
"Are we okay now?" He ask.
"We're not okay Vincent and you know that. Stop being childish and let me go. There's so many women out there, plus your first love. You will never be alone!" I shake my head and walk forward.
Just maybe the yacht is coming to get us. I just don't want to talk to him again. He's crazy!
"Come here and I will let you understand!" He grabs me and force me to kiss him!
I struggle to let go but he's so strong and I'm weak!
So weak that I kiss him back!
He pulls down my short and underwear and let me turn around.
He grabs my ass and I can feel his hard dick poking me.
"Stop it! I don't want to be your sex toy! Stop it!" I struggle from his hold but he slide his dick inside of me and I hold the branch of the tree that is in front of me for support.
And I let out a loud moan.
"Ahhhh! Shit!" I moan while closing my eyes.
I want to kill my body for allowing Vincent to f*ck her again!
"Don't you like it huh?" Vincent whisper in my ear while grinding at my back.
I bite my lips and I don't want to moan again!
He digs deeper and moves faster. His hand crawl inside my blouse and grab my breast.
And I'm going crazy!
But I don't want this! I need to stay faraway from him or I will be living like this!
His sex toy! That whenever his dick is hard, he can just fuck me just like that!
What am I?
Why I'm allowing him to do this to me?!
"Let me go! Ahhh!" I said in between my moans.
"How could I let you go, Catherine? How?" He ask and fuck me hard that my orgasms burst out.
"Ohhhh... Hmmm. Let me go!" I'm going crazy with this pleasure that I'm feeling right now!
It's a sad truth that I'm weak! I'm just like him!
I'm clouded with lust!
But is that it? I think I'm allowing him to do this to me because...
I love him!
But he didn't even like me! He only lust me!
"This is why I will never let you go, Catherine! Never!" He's body is shaking and I can feel that he will about to burst out.
And I will explode another orgasms too. That's how he affect me so much!
"Ahhh, Catherine!" He moan my name while moving faster.
It's like music in my ears while he moans my name but I know that it's just for a brief moment.
A moment where we both clouded with lust.
And after all of it. Nothing!
How painful it is but my damn body is enjoying it!
After our quick love making. The yacht finally arrive.
We are quiet while going back. No one dares to talk. And I don't want to!
I'm thinking how to get away from him. But I can't!
I need to finish the game.
And I need to think of a way to go back in the Philippines.
I can't stay here for so long.
My feelings for Vincent is getting stronger and I don't want to get hurt!
I suddenly felt sleepy.
But before I close my eyes, I see Vincent coming towards me.
I guess that I should sleep for awhile so do that I can escape from him...