Chapter 76
Jared couldn't answer right away because from what I said, he opened his mouth several times as if he didn't know what to answer before he could speak. "What about us?"
My fist clenched and I could hardly hold back my tears. Suddenly things that were destined to happen entered my brain. His face full of grief and his heart -breaking sobs entered my memory again as he hugged my cold corpse.
If only I could, I want him to forget me right now if that's how our relationship will end.
“We won’t have a happy ending…” I replied to him before I turned around and quickly walked away because I knew I wouldn’t be able to be myself once I stayed in front of him and we talked even longer.
Every step I took I felt the pain but I continued to walk without looking back.
I quickly boarded the carriage we were going to use on the trip to Bauxacel and restrained myself from looking back at Jared because I might not be able to stop myself from choosing to just stay here with Jared and make the most of the time before the end. world. But I know that's not possible.
We went back to Bauxacel. And everything that was destined to happen happened. No matter what I do, the outcome is the same and the same and that’s when I realize, that nothing can change until I tell everyone what’s destined to happen.
"Lina, let's go" Alissa called me after our meeting. We are already here on the mountain of Jeufeng and I can't help but be nervous because a few hours from now they will be attacking Psyche.
"You go first, I want to talk to Jare- Captain Jared about something" I replied to him before I turned my gaze to Jared who also looked at me.
"What is it?" He asked without emotion.
"Can we talk in private?"
Jared thought for a moment about my question before they turned to Alissa. "You go first"
Alissa and I met and I could see in her eyes that she was hesitant whether she would leave or not but I just smiled at her and she smiled back at me before leaving the tent with Trevas, madame diana and Lieutenant Min.
Jared left us inside the tent and we both didn’t speak right away.
He didn't say anything because he probably didn't want to say anything after when I made him leave Beifang while me, I couldn't speak right away because I didn't know how to start.
"Can you stop wasting my time?" Jared asked me a crazy question so I couldn't help but smile. Maldito as always.
"It's not funny, if you think it's fun to waste time and I feel like I hate you even more" he continued so I suddenly lost my smiles and looked away.
Yeah, you should hate me. That way, you won’t be too hurt when I’m gone.
My fists clenched and I tried to restrain my mouths from dripping.
I want to live. I still want to be with her for a long time but I have no other choice now but to sacrifice my life for her, Alissa and everyone who might die if I do nothing about what I know.
I took a deep breath before looking back at him again. "A few hours from now, a representative from Firlame will arrive"
When I said that, I suddenly felt pain in my chest before it gradually spread throughout my body. I was so bitten on my lip and kept from moaning because of the intense pain that was building up inside me.
This is it. The Infragilis vow of time is broken.
"What do you mean?" wrinkled when Jared asked me so I turned my attention back to him.
I was caught in my stomach when the pain I was feeling got worse but I tried not to reveal it and spoke slowly.
"A representative from Firlame will come… this morning before sunset… An hour from there… Psyche will start" I said intermittently, trying to fight the pain I was feeling.
To be continued.....