In the afternoon, we went to Changi beach, the location of the beach is close to the airport so the view of the buzz air plane is what makes this beach unique. I prepared snacks for us to take to the beach this afternoon and some other picnic supplies, I wore an ivory white beach dress with sunflower prints on my knees, wore rubber sandals that felt comfortable on my feet with yellow and white stripes. Sean looks relaxed in faded knee-length jeans, a long-sleeved T-shirt whose sleeves are rolled up to his elbows is dark brown, his sexy legs are wearing casual male sandals in the same color as his shirt. Sean stomped on the gas pedal of my Ferrari so that the car slid through the streets of Singapore, the wind blew a few strands of my hair, but my beach hat kept my hair from falling apart.
Feels song sung by Katty Perry, Pharrell william, Calvin Harris and Big Sean accompanied our journey, Sean sang and tried to imitate Pharrell William’s voice when singing this song, I laughed at his ridiculous effort, while I sang the lyrics sung by Katty Perry. Every now and then our bodies moved while we were singing, Rapper Big Sean’s part I managed to sing well with the same style, Sean cheered excitedly in appreciation of my rapping action which seemed to amaze him, some of the people we passed looked at us, but we didn’t. Care and the trip to the beach that afternoon was another best thing in my life, when I saw Sean excited and looking free, this sight warmed my heart. I want to see him continue like this feeling happy without being haunted by his bad memories again.
The atmosphere at the beach this afternoon was quite quiet, there were only a few people passing by around the beach we walked hand in hand, one hand carrying a lunch box made of rattan that I had prepared before we went here. A cloth wide enough for the two of us to spread on the white and clean sand of the beach, we sat on it among the coconut trees that seemed to fill part of this beach area, the soothing sound of the waves, the distinctive aroma of the sea water and the view of the evening sky. This puts me in the best mood, I take off my wide beach hat and put it behind the picnic basket, Sean helps me get the food and drinks I brought in the picnic basket then arranges them between us, he grabs a grilled meat sandwich and takes a big bite of it , while I put a grape in my mouth my eyes stared at the expanse of the choppy sea.
“I like seeing you enjoying our trip here.”
I looked at Sean who was currently staring out at the sea chewing his sandwich, then sipping a can of cola drink, his arms wrapped around his knees which he bent his fingers intertwined he smiled, then turned to look at me.
“You make me enjoy it.”
His smile infects me then I stand up and get up from the top of our seat, take off my shoes and then jog to the beach until the sea water licks my feet, I exhale through my nose with a feeling of relief and peace from within me. This sight and atmosphere seemed to pull me from the reality of a tiring life, moving me to a peaceful place to forget for a moment the burdens of life and the emotional burdens that I faced.
Sean wrapped his arms around me, his lips kissed the top of my head and then his nose inhaled the scent of my hair. The blue sky was slowly covered by orange color I leaned on Sean’s body who was behind me.
“Hawaii’s beaches are definitely more beautiful than this.”
I remembered the resort in Hawaii that Sean was planning to give me, he said the view of the beach there was more beautiful.
“You want to go there?” he asked in a tone of surprise mixed with amazement, I don’t understand why he reacted like that, I turned towards him wrapping my arms around his body, my fingers intertwined behind his body and looking at him.
“Yeah, I want to go there someday with you.”
His golden nets glow with joy, his lips find mine we kissed for a few minutes I smiled holding back my chuckles as our kiss ended, how easily we got excited about each other as if it never left us, my arms moved around his neck he pressed his forehead to mine his nose rub my nose.
“I love you, Ariana, you are my love, my life and everything to me,” he said with the emotional turmoil he had, I smiled and glowed with love inside of me my heart expands with joy, I also love this man with all my heart and soul.
“Say that every time you are going to persuade me to accept a gift from you,” I said which was then responded by his heavy laugh and typical of a masculine man, his laugh infected me so I laughed too.
“I have many ways to persuade you, Ariana.”
I moved my face a few inches away from him I looked at his golden net which was also looking at me.
“Yes, all your ways always work even if you cheat.”
My eyes narrowed when I said the word ‘cheat’. Sean frowned his expression, confused at the same time he felt funny with my words.
“Cheating??”
I nodded with my lips pouting, he laughed then lightly kissed my lips.
“Like this?” he asked then he kissed my lips again and again, his kisses moving from my lips to my chin my jaw, my cheeks, my eyes I laughed because the tingle was all over my face. I move my body away from him to avoid his attack. Sean tried to catch me but I walked backwards to avoid him, we played chase like children and laughed out loud, I splashed sea water at him to keep him away from me while laughing.
He twists me under his arms when he catches me, then he carries me in front of his body carrying me to our seat on a jog. Sean laid me on the mat, his body on top of me, his lips against mine kissing me hard, wet and wild. One of his hands moved to caress my calves and continued to slide down my thighs into my dress touching my safety triangle, I gasped with a panicked expression.
“Sean, this is a public place,” I reminded with a very clear panic in my tone, Sean kissed and bit my jaw.
“There’s no one here,” he said, ignoring me, who moved restlessly to stop him. Has he gone mad?? It’s a public place and I don’t want us to be seen by people, I know the beach is deserted now that it’s very late, but there could be paparazzi taking pictures of us making love. Sean tried to get my panties out of my body I tried to stop his action.
“Sean, I don’t want us to be in the magazine because this could mean someone might see us.”
Sean stopped what he was doing, then looked at me with a thoughtful expression the next second he rose from his position on top of me, my senses breathed a sigh of relief he helped me get up from my lying position. The sky slowly started to darken so that the orange color in the sky was fading, we put all the food that was still left into our picnic basket, folded our seat cloths and put it in the picnic basket and left the beach. We walked slowly to just enjoy the atmosphere, my body was under his arm that wrapped around mine, I put one hand in the back pocket of his short jeans, the other hand carrying a picnic basket.
“When do you want to go to Hawaii??”
The question made me smile, I thought maybe after my busy life at school was over.
“Maybe after the art show at school is held,” I replied then raised my face to look at him. The sea breeze that feels warm against my skin, it soothes my other hand carrying my wide beach hat.
“Alright, the deal’s been made, you might as well make the place official when we come.”
Sean looked down at me I smiled and nodded my head. I can’t believe this, I’m going to have a resort in Hawaii, oh my God! Too many lucky things I got, I turned my face to stare at the expanse of the sea an air buzz plane passed over us, the sound of the plane’s engine surprised me a little it was like flying chasing the sunset an amazing sight. I reflect on the life I’ve been living lately, marrying a man who at first glance is almost flawless but not many know that he has a cruel, sad and dark past. That man on the one hand gave me many beautiful new things, but on the other hand he also gave me sad and emotionally draining things, but one thing is for sure that I love the man, despite all the things he has in his life.