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Somewhat emotional..
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Avu's pov
Adi papa's descion was just shocking for everyone. Yes, I agree with Sidarth. But when he told the reason, I understood the seriousness. But the way my duffer behaved was really bad. I could sense his anger, more than anger he was hurt for some reason. I don't know what. When I looked at sidarth, I saw him staring at all, who were really happy. Before I could say or do something, he just stormed from there.
"Sidarth.... "
I shouted at him,by hearing my voice, everyone's attention went on him. I heard zoya maa gasping and taking his name. She tried to go behind him. But none allowed her. What's happening? Why everyone is behaving like this.Everyone tried calling him, but he didn't responded. I am sure that he was not in his sense. I saw him ragging with anger. He removed his blazer and just threw it somewhere on the way. We heard the thund sound, may be he closed his door harshly.
I looked at everyone. Faisu, bhai and adi papa was tensed. Maa and di was on the verge of tears. Maa almost choked and faisu consoled her. While bhai was consoling di. I looked at everyone cluelessly. Whatever it is, matter is serious. Here everyone has someone to console them, but... There my duffer is alone. No.. I can't leave him alone. I was thinking all these, that's when I flinched by the breaking of something. I looked at others and I understood from where it is. I just ran to upstairs. I could hear many others calling out my name. But now I don't care. If I care, it's only for my duffer. I reached his room.
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I slowly opened it and saw my sidarth there staring at the broken vase. It hurted me to see him like that. I just ran to him and hugged him from back. I could feel him breathing sharply.
"Sidarth... "
I called him softly.
"Avu.. Please.. Leave.. "
I heard his voice which was filled with anger. He was trying to remove my hands. But my hands gripped his shirt more tightly.
" Avneet, I said leave me.. "
Now he somewhat raised his voice. Still not that much he used for others. He was still trying to get rid of my death grip. But I shook my head and hugged him more tightly. After lots of struggling he sighed in defeat.
" Please.... "
I heard his whisper, which was filled with helplessness and hurt. No, I can't leave him like this. I slowly widrawed my hands and stood facing him. I cupped his face. But he was not allowing me to look at him. Again after lots of struggling, I made him look at my eyes. I saw his red blood shot eyes, filled with anger, hurt, pain and a lots of emotions. I looked at him and shook my head as don't worry, I'm here. For few seconds he melted in my touch. I smiled slightly. But, as if he remembered something, he jerked off my hands and moved back. I looked at him shocked.
" No.. No.. No... Avneet, you.. You just go.. Go and stand with maa and dad. If you stand here, I may end up hurting you... An.. And you will also abandon me like they did. I can't take that. You just leave. Please.. "
He was continuously telling me to leave. From his words and behavior, I'm sure it's something related to his past. Who abandoned him? Why? Everyone loves him, then about whom is he talking? He was pushing me to leave from there. No.. I can't leave him like that. He has to let it out. Or else it will only increase his issues. Not even thinking, I just hugged him tightly. He tried to push me. But stopped. But I frowned, when he didn't hugged me back. I parted and looked at him. I saw him holding his tears, not wanting to fall them out. I slowly made him sit on the bed. I stood in front of him and cupped his face, making him look at me.
" Sidarth... Let it out. "
I told him softly, but he shook his head not wanting to show his weakness.
" Sidarth... Sometimes we should let our emotions out. Crying doesn't make anyone weak. It helps us to overcome that pain. "
He looked at me for some seconds. Then tried to shook his head. But his tears threatened to come out.
" Sidarth.. You trust me right? "
I asked him caressing his face. He shook his head instantly. I smiled at the new baby behavior of my angry hulk.
" Then for me, your love.. Let it out. Trust me, your tears will be safe as a secret with me. I will be your secret keeper. Whenever you feel like crying come to me. Your this secret will be safe with me. "
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I tried to make him understand. And that was for him. He just hugged me by my waist, burying his face in my stomach, he cried. With one hand I caressed his hair and other rubbing his back. I kissed his forehead time to time to assure him that I am here. I cried really hard. It was hurting me to see him like this. My heart pinched. After a long crying session, he parted away and looked at me. I smiled weakly and cleared his tear filled face.
" Feeling better..? "
I asked him softly and he nodded and once again hugged me. I smiled at his cute respond and kissed his hair.
" Sidarth.. Go and freshen up. You will feel better. Go.. "
I said to him cupping his cheek. He looked at me with the most innocent face. Then he asked me something, hearing that all I felt is hurt.
" You won't leave when I will come back, right? "
I shook my head instantly kissing his forehead. He nodded his head and went to freshen up. I sat on the bed for few minutes, then I cleared the mess around the room. With some tissues I also cleared my face. I saw him coming out of the closet in his casuals. I made him lay down on the bed and sat beside him. He instantly shifted his head to my lap and hugged me by my waist. I caressed his head and he slept. I looked at his sleeping face. Eyes swollened and pale face due to crying. I kissed his cheek and slowly put his head on the pillow. I was about to cover him with the duvet. But I noticed his wound on his palm. I quickly searched for the first aid kit and carefully dressed his wound. Because I don't want to wake him up. He need rest. I covered him with duvet and once again placed a kiss, and went out of his room. I walked to downstairs. I found his blazer on the way. I took it and placed close to me and walked towards main hall, only to witness a tensed surrounding. Maa was badly crying. Di was also super tensed. All were having a hard time. When maa saw me, she ran to me and asked, almost choked.
" Avu.. How.. How's he. Did he got any hurt. Did he hurt you? No right? "
" maa... Relax. I'm fine. And sidarth, he has a small cut on his palm. And now sleeping. Please don't disturb him. "
As I finished, I saw everyone looking at me like they saw some ghost. But why?
" Did he told you something beta? "
Adi Papa asked from nowhere. His face had an hesitated look. But why he wants to know what happened there?
I just shook my head and went from there silently holding his blazer close to me.
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