Chapter 25
As I look into those amazing green eyes. I hope my son inherits the color of his father's eyes.
What is he doing here?
"What are you doing here?" I immediately asked, he just looked at me.
He touches my arm, "Don't touch me ..." I yell. jerking my arm away.
"Have you been crying?" He asks. his tone curious.
"You're beautiful." he said and smiled more. The mess of his hair and he also smells alcohol. But he is still handsome in my eyes.
"You're drunk." I said.
"Yes, I'm drunk. And you're beautiful." He chuckled. "And tomorrow morning, I'll be sober but you'll still be beautiful." Even though he was drunk, he was able to praise and caress me.
"What do you need, Kerzen?" He looked at me and smiled. The corner of his eyes.
"You, isn't it obvious?" He licked his lower lip. revealing its curve and redness.
"Just leave me alone ..." He moves in front of me. his tall frame blocking my movements.
"Please, I am begging you wife. Please come back to me." Tears came out of his eyes.
I'm sorry Kerzen ...
I restrain myself if I do not cry. I just saw Kerzen look like this. I'm so bad.
"I'm sorry, i just need to be alone." I don't care if he hears the embarrasment and desperation in my voice. I just need to be alone by him.
I turned around and went inside.
"I do not regret not looking for you." My tears flowed when I heard that from him.
Fuck it!
"Because at first you didn't want me anymore. Great!" I still turn my back.
"Think about what you want to think. But I will not really regret it." I wanted to slap him. Will he make me face that?
"I will let you go but that is limited. Only a year and then you will be mine. And if you not go to me. After that I will drag you back to me. And if you have a man with me I swear to god! I will kill him." My jaw dropped at what he said. What the!
I turned to him and raised an eyebrow at him.
"Are you serious?" He raises his brow.
"Yeah!" He said.
"Wait for the annulment paper tomorrow and after that you will have nothing to do with what you want to do in life--"
"Don't try me Quinzel." He said emphatically.
"You have no control over my life. I am free to do what I want without your permission. You can't do anything about it. Kerzen!"
He grinned foolishly. "You're mine. Your soul, your body. Quinzel is totally mine." Then he turned his back on me and gaped at his mustang.
"FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!" He looked out of his car and smiled at me.
"If you weren't pregnant I would have done it." He said and he even laughed before operating his car and left me gaping.
THE NEXT DAY the annulment paper arrived and I signed it. I even cried while signing it. I love him but I need to let him go.
And as soon as four o'clock the annulment paper I sent to his mansion arrived and I'm so made because he really did not love me he really signed the fucking annulment paper.
I did drama there again. Shit! It's just that the baby is good and strong so nothing bad is happening to me. Shit!
And by the way I talked to my parents about this. They also agreed to let me temporarily leave and live abroad. And I planned to stay in Canada only. And there I will give birth to my child.
And tomorrow I am leaving going to canada. I hope I do not regret the decision if it is?
And if Kerzen and I really are. We really are. I knew in my heart that I would never forget him. But I just want to give myself space. I know after all this he is still.
I do not know if he is too? Because I know that Kerzen didn't really love me. That jerk made me even pregnant.
But I'm happy because I didn't get him at least he gave me a gift. I just thank him because he gave me a baby.
"Is it true that you will not really back down from your decisions?" Tamara asked me.
I'm actually here in her condo. I really just didn't see Ivo because Tamara said that he will be in another country after I disappears.
"No, this is final decision."
"And you're pregnant for traveling." She asks. Actually, the baby is said to be strong in my womb and I can travel.
"It's okay. I'm already checking up."
"Okay, just be careful in canada then call me when you are in."
"Of course."
"Go to bed early tomorrow. Don't stress yourself out. Your child might look like a wart. Tch!"
I just laughed at what she said. Kerzen and I will not look like warts. I Know my baby will inherit his father's face.
My cellphone rang and I looked at it quickly.
Unknown number?
'Be careful.'
my heart was tickling when I read the message. I already know it came from Kerzen. I already know about Te amo.
I open the second message.
'I miss you ...'
I opened the third message.
'I need you ..'
I turned off my cellphone. I do not want to follow the desires of my heart,
"Who is that?" Tamara asked while looking at me. We were on the sofa watching Tamara's favorite show every night,
"Hmm. I dunno. Unknown number." I said and smiled at her. I don't want to say that it was Kerzen because she made sure that her topic was Kerzen.
"Okay, not too sleepy?" She aks.
"Actually sleepy. I'll go to sleep first." I say Goodbye. She just nodded.
When I entered the room I went straight to bed on the soft bed. Kerzen's face always flashbacks to my eyes. How can he beg me, how can he cry, am I bad now?
"I hate myself ..."
TO BE CONTINUED....