NIVE'S pov;
Slowly i walked towards Vams, i don't know what happened between Vams and Jose, but Vams was so angry i could see from his tight fist. Also i saw his eyes, it was in a golden yellow i don't know why but maybe it was because of his anger. But i didn't mind that.
I was really afraid to see him, i didn't saw him this anger before like this. But i don't want to go away that easily.
So......... i did a thing which made my legs to tremble before doing that.
I just walked close to him then.............. i hugged him tightly and i said that words...........
"Vams......... i love you...... i love you so much, i wish to give you a chance to love again"
I placed my head on his chest he didn't reacted quick, but after a while he hugged me back. The hug was different it was so passionate and i could feel his heart pounding faster, i thought he is going to say the same words back to me but...... i was wrong.
VAMS'S pov;
I was in a uncontrolled state, it was not the first time for me. But the reason was different now.
Then she came really i didn't expect her here, but her presence made me feel weak. I don't want to feel weak because iam the alpha i should not have any weakness mainly not because of a human girl.
I was about to hurt her with my paw nails, but then she suddenly hugged me and said those words.
I can't believe that she told me those words because i thought she gave up on love a long time ago after that Avan. But now she is giving a chance to me.
Then suddenly my state became normal i don't know how my uncontrolled state changed. My eyes turned into my normal brown color. Also my mind came to my control, then i hugged my Nive, i gently placed my left hand on her trunk and i placed my right hand on her hair.
I caressed her hair with my hands, but suddenly i felt a guilt in my heart it pounded fast because of that guilt.
I shouldn't lie to her about my nature, yes i can't love her with lies. I gently breaked my hug, i placed my hands on her shoulder and i saw her eyes.
"Nive....... i...... really don't want to do..... this now. But Nive yes i have love for you but i can't express it now"
After hearing my words Nive's eyes were filled with tears, a few drops came out her eyes, i gently rubbed them away from her cheeks.
"Nive.... i really love you but not now, iam not in a situation to love anyone. I can't love you because iam not a prefect match for you"
"Don't say that Vams...... *cries* i love you Vams i love you so much, i don't know why you are speaking like this. But i will love you till my end, iam not expecting a prince charming to propose me, you are perfect to me in the way you are"
"Nive........ please......"
"Wait Vams, i don't know why but i felt the love for me within you when you kissed me. Why are you acting like this, am i not match for you?"
"Not like that Nive, i....... i........ iam in a state of confusion but..... i can't lie to you Nive"
"So....... is this a end Vams?"
"Nive, i love you but iam a bad match for you Nive please understand that"
"STOP THE NONSENSE VAMS........ i thought that you were different, i thought that you loved me truly, i thought that you cared me. But you know what iam a fool...... YES IAM A FOOL. Goodbye Vams, don't come to me without an explanation"
VAMS'S pov;
She walked away from me, she really loved me i don't know why i said that. But i think it was good for her because i don't want to love her with lies.
I want to tell her the truth and express my love, i know she will wait for me.
I love you Nive but i can't say that to you directly, also i will definitely tell you this one day in a right situation.
Please wait for me Nive i will come for you again with truth. I don't know how she made me calm by her hug but i think she is my real soulmate. Only she can handle me.
After a while i walked to my house with Jose, also i apologized to him for my actions. He didn't reacted to that because it happens a lot. When we were in our native empire, i will frequently lose my mind a lot and my wolf takes me into its control. I will just go away to my secret place in my empire that is the oy place calms me down. But now i found my calm place. It was Nive, yes she can only calm me down.
"Jose..... did i made a mistake?"
"No bro, if i were in your situation i would have also done the same thing. But i think you should tell about you, maybe she can understand"
"Yes Jose you are right, but i can't just go to her and tell that,* hey Nive iam a werewolf do you love me* "
"You are right Vams, but you should tell the truth as soon as possible because there is a bug which is ready to approach Nive"
"Okay Jose but i should give her some space"
"Vams, why don't you talk to her when the college opens, there is only four more days to open?"
"Yaaa it was a good idea, but iam still afraid to tell her because........ maybe she could hate me for this"
"Don't think negative Vams, always be positive"
"Okay........... hey Jose i could remember somethings when i chased you, you had a plate in your hands, am i right?"
"Oh my god......... yes you know what i didn't ate my breakfast because of your wolf control"
"HA HA HA.......... "
"Hey iam starving here, why are you laughing bro?"
"So sad poor Jose can't even eat his breakfast "
"Okay Vams its enough, just prepare some food for me"
"Okay okay come on Jose"
I prepared the lunch for Jose and me, he was really hungry i could see his way of eating, after having our lunch Jose went for walk. I sat on a couch and grabbed my mobile, i heard some notification sounds when i unlocked it then i found that it was some messages from Nive, i eagerly opened them........... but i didn't expect this message from her............
.............to be continued