Chapter 69: Rong Zhan, he’s my new life
Translator: 549690339
His tone was so gentle, and there was still a faint smile on the corner of his lips that she had once fallen deeply into. But when he said those words, sang Xia could not calm down no matter what. Her whole body trembled, and she could not help but feel a chill down her spine.
The more he acted this way.
The more she knew, the more she knew he minded.
She knew that he was unwilling to accept this.
She knew that he still had wishful thinking.
she knew that he didn’t want to see her and abandon her, hanhan.
When she had found out that Bo Yi had schizophrenia, she had gone to find his therapist to ask him about his condition and what had happened when he was young.
At that time, she liked him, and after knowing so much, her heart ached for him even more.
she tried to protect him and make him happy. she sacrificed a lot of her time and everything she wanted to do. she gave in to him in everything. but in the end, she found that she was not a saint at all.
She could not give up everything for him wholeheartedly. For Bo Yi, she almost lost her original self.
Bo Yi’s possessiveness would not be strong under normal circumstances. He would only be cruel, violent and bloody when he became another person.
Although that ‘him’ also loved her, it hurt her more.
There was one time when she had to separate from Bo Yi because she had something to do. Bo Yi was not willing. He was not willing to let her leave every second, not even an inch away from her. She insisted on going. In the end, after the two of them separated, when they met again, they woke up in a dark room by themselves. Their ankles were tied with chains.
She was imprisoned.
He was imprisoned by Bo Yi.
Sang Xia could not believe that Bo Yi could do this. He did not even look like a normal lover.
He was paranoid, crazy, and extremely insecure.
When he regained his senses, he undid her anklet. She wanted to leave Jing Jing, but he held her in his arms, hoping that she would forgive him and say that he felt insecure. With her around, he didn’t feel afraid or dark.
She was so soft-hearted then and let him do as he pleased time and time again because of heartache and love. She had thought about it countless times. Since Bo Yi didn’t want her to do anything and only wanted to stay by his side, should she do that?
However …
The meaning of her life was limited to this. She couldn’t live her own life. Like a Nightingale imprisoned in a golden cage, she yearned for the outside world, wanted to get in touch with many people and things outside, and also wanted to experience the many beautiful things in life.
However, he said,”Sangsang, I need you.”
He made her turn around slowly and avoid everything from the outside world. Even if she felt regret and frustration in her heart, she still tried her best to smile at him.
Bo Yi didn’t like her to show her face in public, so he didn’t let her sing, afraid that he would give him the cold shoulder. Bo Yi didn’t like her to be in contact with others, afraid that others would occupy a place in her heart, even if it was half of him.
That was why he had hit her brother with his car.
bo yi only wanted him to be the center of attention and everything would revolve around him. hence, she deprived him of his limited time and was unable to be by her mother’s side at the critical moment. she allowed her to end her life hastily when she was attacked by the mistress bringing her child to her house.
She broke down.
It was also at that time that she knew what she had done. She had made a grave mistake.
because she loved him, because she pitied him, she no longer lived like herself. because she loved him, she destroyed the music she liked. because she loved him, her brother died. because she loved him, her mother died.
All of this was not only because of him, but also because of his own obstinacy. He had naively thought that she could really accept Bo Yi, accept such an embarrassing Bo Yi.
Because she had made a mistake, she would not want to continue making the same mistake.
because he loved her, her life was so tiring.
” bo yi, everyone has their own life. rong zhan, huanhuan is my new life. ” Sang Xia’s eyes were still slightly red, but she forced a smile and replied to him.