It's a few hours later, everyone has left and gone home, I help my mom clean up everything.
"Where's Ash?"
"I don't know, I called and texted him plenty of times but he hasn't responded to any of my calls."
As soon as I said that there was a knock on the door, I walk over to it opening it and Ash walks inside.
"Where have you been, I was worried about you."
"I had to go for a walk to clear my mind."
"Everything okay with you both?" My mom asks.
"Yeah." I lie.
"Well, I'm gonna take a shower then head to bed." He walked off upstairs.
"Mom, I'll be back." I walk upstairs and follows Ash to his room.
"What do you want?"
"I wanna talk about things." I walk into his room.
"Well, I just told you I'm about to take a shower."
"Your shower can wait, you're my best friend and I don't wanna lose you so come sit and talk." I sit on his bed and pats next to me.
He sighs and walks over to me and sits down "Talk then."
"Well Ash, you know I love you, A lot. You've been there for me for years, you've always had my back and whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on you were there for me so I'm always gonna love you for that, but -"
"Anytime there's a but there's never anything good to say."
"But, I don't love you the same way you love me."
"Because you love Callum? You barely know him, you knew him for what, 2 weeks or 3?"
"This isn't about Callum and I don't love him."
"Are you falling in love with him then?"
"No."
"You don't have to lie to me, I see the way you look at him, don't think I'm stupid."
"I never said you were stupid Ash, and maybe there could possibly be something there."
"So there could possibly be something between me and you too, if you just give it a chance, Jasmine I love you."
"Ash stop." I stand.
"No, I love you, Always have, and always will." He stands "I knew it from the very first day that I met you that I would fall in love with you."
"Ash." My eyes begin to tear up "Stop."
"Please." He moves closer to me then grabs my face "Just try and give it a chance." He leans in planting a soft kiss on my lips.
"Ash I told you to stop!" I push him away from me.
"Well, then there's no fucking point in us talking then!" He knocks everything off of his dresser "Get out, I don't wanna talk anymore."
"Please Ash, don't be like that."
"I said get out!" He yells.
I opened the door and walked out slamming the door behind me, I walk to my room closing and locking my door, and just bursts out in tears.
Me and Ash have been best friends for years and now we were about to let something so stupid ruin our friendship, I really wish he would have kept that to himself.
There's a knock on my door "Jas?" Ash opens the door and walks inside.
"You told me to leave so leave me the fuck alone."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell at you or get so angry but you have to understand how I feel, I told you that I loved you and you don't love me back, you know how bad that hurts?"
"I already feel like shit so don't make me feel like shit even more." I wipe away my tears.
"I'm not trying to make you feel that way it just hurts, I don't wanna argue with you and I don't wanna fight with you, I just wanted to tell you what was bothering me, the fact of seeing you and Callum together because I want you to feel that way about me."
"I know but I don't, I love you as my friend, my best friend, that's it."
"It sucks hearing that but I'll just have to learn to accept it." He sighs.
"Can we hug?"
"Sure." We hug each other, he wraps his arms around me tightly then lets go "Well I'm gonna go shower now, I'll see you later."
"See you later." He leaves the room.
I walk over to my bed and I lay down and starts to think.
Now I have two things to feel bad about, telling Ash that I don't love him, and messing around with Claire's boyfriend.
I don't know what to do.
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It's later on around 11 pm, I lay in bed watching some TV bored out of my mind. I wasn't tired yet and Ash was sleeping already, but Callum isn't, might as well go see what he's up to.
I stand and leaves my room, I walk down the hall to Callum's room and softly knocks. He opens the door "What's up?"
"I'm not tired yet, can I come in?"
"Sure." I walk inside his room and he closes the door behind me.
"I've been trying to get to sleep for the past hour but I can't, I've got way too much on my mind." I sit on the edge of his bed.
"Like what?"
"Well first me and your situation, If I was in Claire's position I wouldn't like what we're doing."
"What are we doing?" He walks over to the bed and sits with his back against the headboard.
"I don't know, you tell me."
"I'm having a hard time too, Claire is an amazing girl, but so are you, It's hard for me to decide."
"Listen, I know we've only known each other for a few weeks but I think I might have a little bit feelings for you." I laugh "I also get jealous easily."
"And you don't think I do? Whenever I see you and Ash together I get jealous, and I'm not no stupid guy, he has a crush on you."
"That's the second thing that was on my mind, he actually told me to my face and I felt so bad because I don't feel the same way about him, I love him as a friend, nothing more."
"He told you that he has a crush on you?"
"Yeah."
"Damn, that must suck for him." He chuckles and grabs his ashtray off his dresser, he grab his blunt and sparks it up, and begins smoking.
"I was so shocked, I had nothing to say back, it felt so weird."
"Well I can't talk with you about that situation but I can talk about me and you, If the only way you'll feel not guilty is if I break up with Claire then I'll do that, anything to get closer to you."
"Would you really?"
"Yeah, I'll admit I feel a little bit like shit too but I can't help myself around you."
"You're so cute." I smile and leans over kissing him.
He sets the blunt back into the ashtray and sets it back on the dresser "Come here."
I climb on top of him and he starts kissing me again while rubbing on my booty. I could feel his dick harden up against my leg, he plants soft kisses down my chest.
"Callum, there's something else I need to tell you."
"What is it?"
"I'm a virgin."
"Deadass?"
"Yeah, I hope that doesn't change anything." I wrap my arms around his neck.
"Well, I'm okay with that and however long you need to take I'll be fine with it."
"Are you sure?"
"Of course, whenever you're ready then I'm ready." He smiles.
"Okay."
"You wanna sleep in here with me?"
"I wish I could but you forgot about our parents, I'm not risking getting caught in here." I hop off of him and onto the floor.
"You're leaving already?"
"I have to, But do you wanna go out tomorrow for some lunch?"
"Sure, Goodnight." He leans in kissing me "See you tomorrow."
"Goodnight." I leave his room and walks back to mine, I lay back in bed and begins watching some TV again.