Emman POV
I drive as fast as lightning speed not bother if I will get caught by over speeding. What matters me the most now is to reach my wife in our house. I am very terrified the fact that she saw it what if? What if? Shit I can't even bring myself to say it, nor thinking about it. No! No! I should think positive. My wife said she will never leave me again and I will hold on to it forever. Though I am hoping she will never change her mind because of what she saw earlier.
When I reached our house I didn't bother to park my car properly. I head out fast as I can be. I run fast towards our room and what I saw just makes my heart break. I saw my wife packing her things and put everything in her suitcase. I hurriedly snatched the suitcase away from her and she didn't bother to look at me instead she try to grab it from me. But I didn't let her.
I lunged myself to her making her fall backwards but I hold her still making me go down on my knees holding her both sides of her hips.
"Sweetheart please let me explain!" I said to her as I try to catch her eyes but she never bother to look nor making glance at me. I gulped painfully since I know she's mad at me and it breaks my heart.
My body is shaking now and I can't hold myself anymore I cried as I stand up and hold her tightly.
"Sweetheart don't leave me please. I am sorry.. I am idiot! Stupid! Fool! I can accept if you're mad at me but please don't leave me it will kill me sweetheart please... Please don't leave me. If you leave take me with you. I can't live without you please!" I said as I hug her so much and I cried into her neck she keeps fighting but I didn't make her succeed. How can I? When I know my world is going to leave me alone again. It's painful just to imagine life without her. I can't live without her. She my fucking everything.
"Sweetheart listen to me.. she came into my office and she force herself...!" I said but I stopped when she look at me. And my heart drop at the moment. I feel like my heart being squeeze out and tore into pieces when I saw pain reflected in her eyes. She have a silent tears in her eyes and knowing that it's me cause of it makes me want to hurt myself.
"Don't bother to explain. I don't want to hear anything about it. Just let me leave me and you will have your freedom back. I will file an annulment for our marriage!" She said then try to push me. Her words sunk deeply in my heart and it almost stop it from beating.
"Sweetheart please let's don't talk about it just now. We need to talk about what happened. I need to clarify something in you!" I said to her as I try to catch her eyes since she diverted her eyes away from me again.
"It's already clear to me and you don't have to explain I get it. I just hate the fact that you need to hide it from me and pretend to me that you love me. She's the same woman I saw with you back then . How could you do this to me!?" She said to like venom.
"Sweetheart we're not in relationship something. She keep forcing herself to me. I swear I been rejecting her, you can ask my secretary about it. I don't know how she past my security team this time but please she kiss me suddenly and that caught me off guard but I push her and I didn't kiss her back. I am sorry please!" I said as I cried in her shoulder again.
She succeed in pushing me away this time and she grab her phone, dial something. I look at her observing what she do. But she went to the washroom and I closed the door before I could get in, so I waited in the door step instead. I try to eavesdrop her conversation.
"No! I just need you to book me ticket. Yes! I will call you when I get there. I promise!" She said and that makes me alarm.
Oh no! She's really serious in leaving me. No no! I won't let her. I hurriedly get her suitcase and her took her passport and other important papers inside the suitcase. I know this is a low move but I don't care if I have to blackmail her or force her to stay with me.
Just then the washroom door open and my wife walked out from it. And she look into her suitcase and I know instantly what she's looking for.
"Is this what you're looking?" I asked her as I wiggle the password and her other things in my hand.
She look at it and she try to reach but she failed since I am taller than her.
"Give me that!" She hissed angrily to me.
"Nah nah... There is now way I will give this to you since I know you're going away from me. So I will hold on to this for now!" I declare to her and her eyes slit because of anger.
"You don't have the right to this! That's mine!" She said to me and she try to grab it again.
"Nope! As I said I will keep this for now!" I said calmly to her. But deep inside I am too far calm.
"Please if you have human feeling left just give me my passport and papers. I will leave you alone and you will be happy with her!" She said to me.
"Who said you will leave me alone? I won't let you. I don't love her and I am not happy with her. We don't have relationship. She just went there! Please hear me out. I love you sweetheart... If you want let's leave together maybe we need a long vacation. How about it?" I said to her giving her an option.
"I don't want to go with you. I am going alone!" She said then sat on the bed. I followed her and I put down my knees again and hug her lower body.
"You are not going away from me especially now that you are carrying our first baby!" I said as I give her the paper that have result of her pregnancy test. She look at me shocked and confused.