olivia
"Stay with me, just for the night?" Agnelo looks at me pleadingly, his eyes are filled with a strange glow, which makes me hold my gauze inside them.
But I'm still really hurt, he was horrible to me earlier hurting me so my heart broke into pieces.
"Have you already forgotten what you told me earlier today? What do you think I am? A toy?" I protest furiously and deeply hurt by his words spoken in cruel ways.
"I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry, I'm just begging you to sleep with me tonight. Isn't that what you wanted from me? Fuck, come and get out?" I swallow hard as a wave of tears wants to spill over my eyes, but I won't give him the pleasure of seeing me cry. His words have a double effect on me, even when they are said to hurt me badly.
"You've had too much to drink, but you're an idiot! Are you listening to yourself? I hate you Agnelo, I hate you!" I scream at him, not being able to hold back the tears that prevent me from breathing.
"You don't hate me, maybe you might, but it's my cock you want inside you, isn't it?" He says with the look of someone who really wants to hurt my heart.
"Go fuck yourself!" I shout grabbing my bag that I left on the floor and turning my back on him.
Shit, it wasn't meant to be, but it was hurting. His words hurt me more than they should have.
"Get the fuck back here!" he exclaims grabbing my arm.
"Let me go!" I order pulling him back.
But in addition to letting me go, he pulls me and collides our lips, I let out a groan of pain and bite his mouth with hate.
"Don't think you can kiss me whenever you want, I won't sleep with you, ever again!" I decree and slap him across the face.
"My angry little beast, do you like to hit me? I want you to hit me like that in bed." Every word he speaks makes me hate him more, I want to throttle this son of a bitch.
He is clearly out of his mind!
Tired of wasting my breath on something that isn't worth it, that won't result in anything, I leave through that door slamming it hard, in the middle of that corridor my heart hurts inside my chest, what the fuck have I done falling in love with an idiot, for running after a bastard who is not worth the ground he walks on.
"Fuck! Get back here woman!" I hear Agnelo shout opening the door and walking behind me. "I can't live without your body anymore, please…" The last part comes out as a whisper, but it stops me.
Unfortunately your words move something in me. Would I be foolish to go back into the arms of a man who just used and humiliated me? What if the next day he wakes up and kicks me out like the other day?