" Wake up, wake up honey !Are you planning to sleep here all day? '' a feminine voice whispered to his ears, Isiah opened his eyes immediately, he didn't hear a feminine voice in a long time, and that was just something very odd to hear now .
He was half asleep when he opened his eyes, for a moment Isiah forgot totally where he was and what he was doing in the past few months.
" Feeling lazy, my boy? " The voice said again .
Isiah sat immediately as if he was living in a nightmare for a long time, he looked at the person that was talking to him for more than he should have, Isiah closed his eyes for more than a few minutes trying to organize his thought when he heard the voice saying:"Are you planning to sleep all day ?"
Isiah remembered where he was and all the feelings that he had when he lay on the ground, he thought to himself:' Am I asleep? That only justifies why am I seeing my dead auntie here '
Isiah opened his eyes again and started to look all around him, he was in his past room above his comfy bed when his aunt Rosa was sitting next to him in bed.
He looked at his arms and he saw that his body was still the same, not as the little Seth johnson but as Isiah Duncan"
He didn't know what to think, he looked at her for a long time, she knew that something was wrong with him when she said:Why are you so sad, Seth ? Why are you looking at me this way "
Isiah didn't know even what to do anymore, he kept on looking at her without moving not even for a bit, he felt like he was choking, if he saw his parents here he would have killed them without mercy just like the last time with that test but her, her place in his heart was not like any other person in his both lives.
Rose could be the only person he loved in his whole life, he socialized with people, he cared about them, and even in his second life he was never able to love his parents because he was too hurt by his first ones, Adelita he cared about her just because she helped him, Ethyl was only a challenge in his life and that girl was not even likable because whenever she saw him she kept on messing around him, Mina the girl who loved him in his first life he cared about her yet he never loved her .
Isiah kept on looking at his aunt's face with a lot of emotions yet he was not able to say any of them, he wanted to tell her everything, he wanted to tell her that he had been hurt a lot of times, killed so many times turned to something that he didn't want to be, and he has never loved the way she loved him.
Rosa noticed that he was only looking at her with pain in his eyes so she got closer and patted his head like she did all the time in the past. He was so small when she did that and she found him cute, so cute to be in a toxic family like that . This text is hosted at novel_fіre.net
" I….I …missed you '' Isiah said with a lot of difficulties, he was basically choking and suffocating to breathe.
When the words came out of his mouth he realized that he never said them to anyone, and that had a huge impact on him .
He was sitting in front of the most important person in his life yet he was not able to do anything, and the most tormenting part was the fact that he knew that he was in a dream, he knew that this was so good to be real.
Rosa looked at him deeply in the eyes and said with a smile on her face:" You are talking as if we haven't seen each other in ages! "
Isiah closed his eyes right away, he realized that was her voice, and he wondered why he was not able to remember all these past years.
Rosa patted his back after that then said:'' my lovely boy, I made you a cup of hot chocolate that you adore, do you want to come to the kitchen or should I bring it to you here ? "
Isiah lost all his ability to reply, so she tapped on his back twice and then said:" Okay, I will spoil you today, I will bring it to you here, how about that ? I am a good auntie, right ?"
When she just pulled her arm from his back and tried to stand up Isiah pulled her toward him immediately, he was not little anymore, he was stronger than he ever was, he just pulled her toward him and hugged her tightly without any notice.
Rosa was confused because to her it's been just a few hours since they didn't see each other, but to him, it was years since he saw her the last time, and the fact that she was already dead changed a lot of things, he is not going to see her ever again .
Isiah rested his head on her shoulder trying to not let her see his eyes. He pretended to be strong mentally his whole life but now that he was so close to the person who cared about him the most he felt like he was in a safe place from all the horrors of this world .
He didn't realize that he was crying when he was hugging his aunt until she pushed him gently after a long time. When she saw his tears she asked him immediately :" Why are you crying ? Did something happen? Tell me did someone make you sad? Is it your parents? I will kick their ass***es"
Isiah kept looking at her without being able to reply, those emotions were too heavy for him, he erased every emotion he had toward the whole of humanity .