Since the misunderstanding between Lauren and I happened, we have not been ok. I don't hang around her much anymore and I don't pay her much attention anymore. I'm coming home late and I'm already eating out so when I arrive I'll say I'm going to bed. In the morning, I leave and say I'm busy and I'm going to eat outside.
She asked me once what happened to me. But I just answer her that I'm busy. I know she's not convincing but she's not nagging me anymore. I realized that I was getting too close to her. I don't want to admit it but I think-----I think I am attached to her and I don't want it to happen.
Maybe because she's the only woman with me. Since she came, there has been no other woman in my life. Maybe, that's why I became like this cause I was too focused on him. I need to find a woman who can please me as a man. So that I can divert to others whatever I feel right now.
"Mr. Dy," I looked at my secretary who had just entered.
"Yes?"
"Are you busy?"
"No, come in." She entered and I motioned her to sit down.
"Mr. Dy, I just want to say thank you for accepting me and trusting me in this job. If it's just me, I really don't want to leave here. I have to follow my parents abroad." I nodded and then stood up and sat across from her.
I know Clarisse likes me back then. I have noticed her motivating me. But I always ignored her, because I don't want her to include the woman who suffers, because of me. And now that she will leave, I guess there's nothing wrong to try her.
"You're a good employee, Clarisse." I touched her thigh and noticed that she had improved a bit. "You're beautiful inside and out." I stood up and moved next to her and caressed her thigh.
"Thank you, sir."
"I'll miss you." I held her shoulder and stroked her gently. I even sniffed her hair. I don't really like the smell of her perfume, although the smell is also nice but not what I expected. "How about me?"
"O-of course." I smile. I fixed my hair and caressed my neck down to my chest.
"Can I have a remembrance from you? And I'll give you something too."
"W-what remembrance is it?"
"You, what can you give?" I caressed her thigh and kissed her neck. I raised my hand and she didn't stop me until I traced his jewel. I felt her shock and it was also visible on her face but there was no objection. She's wet so I smiled."
How about my juice filling in your wombs?" I touched her little one which made her hips rise.
"M-Mr. Dy!"
"Do you want that?" And I touched it again. "I can give it to you if you want it."
"Y-yes."
"Really?"
"Hmm, y-yeah."
I continue playing her clit and the gem is already watering. I inserted my fingers into her and thrust her core. She closed her eyes while holding my arm.
"Oh! Don't stop please, Mr. Dy."
"Do you like it huh?"
"Yeah,"
"Good to hear that. Later, I will thrust you harder and deeper. I'll make you scream in pleasure, Clarisse."
"Mr. Dy, cumming!" And she trembled so I sped up what I was doing at the same time as her mouth throbbed.
"Your turn to please me. Suck me." I then ordered her to stand up and lean on the table to get support. I immediately opened the button and pulled down the zipper. I am not hard because I have not been liked yet. She quickly knelt down and grabbed my size with a shaking hand. "Make me hard."
When she touches my sex I feel nothing. She started to lift her chin although it hardened a bit but not as hard as my lust awake. She licked the head which immediately released pre-cum. It also gradually hardened so I held her head. I want to feel her mouth. I want to feel her.
I closed my eyes as her head bobbed up and down. I want to feel what she was doing.
"Oh, that's good. Suck it more, Clarisse, you're doing it well." Although, I feel nothing.
"Hubby?"
"Shit." Clarisse stood up quickly and wiped her mouth. She bent down next to me. I also straightened myself up and stood up as if nothing had happened.
"What are you doing here?" I didn't feel like asking questions while stretching.
"I'm leaving," said Clarisse. I touch her head and nod. But when she was passed with Lauren, she grabbed her hair which surprised me too.
"Ouch!"
"You have a face thick. You're a flirtatious animal."
"Oh! I'm sorry ma'am."
"Stop it, Lauren!" I grabbed her hand and tried to remove it. When she let go of Clarisse, I hugged her to get away from her.
"Hubby?" I saw the tears in her eyes but I ignored her. Instead, I look at Clarisse. I fixed her hair and caressed her.
"Are you hurt?" I ask.
"I'm fine."
"Hubby?!" she screamed so I looked at her. "What does this mean?!"
"Stop screaming," I said with restraint and faced Clarisse then touched her cheek. "I'm sorry, Clarisse."
"It's fine."
"You may leave and take care of your flight."
"Thank you."
She was about to leave when Lauren grabbed her again.
"We're not done, you imbecile mistress."
"Please madam, stop."
"Stop it, Lauren!" I grabbed her hand and pulled so hard. "Don't dare to touch her."
"You defended her? Why, did the two of you hook up already?"
"Yes, are you happy?"
"Hubby?"
"Don't hurt her if you don't want me to hurt you too." Then I faced Clarisse. "Go Clarisse, thanks for your time, sweety, and have a safe flight." I blocked her so Lauren couldn't reach her. When she finally came out, I faced Lauren.
"Hubby?"
"What are you doing here? You disturbed me."
"What does this mean, hubby?"
"What you see is what you get."
"Hubby, why?"
"What why?"
"Why did you do this? I thought we're ok?"
"Yeah, we're ok, we're friends, right? Means I can fuck with anyone I want. Because as far as I know, I am not committed to you."
"Is that why you changed because someone else is making you happy?"
"Yes."
"Why? Why, hubby?"
"I want someone new. I'm getting tired of you."
"I think I was the only one while we were together? Hubby, you said you own me and I am all yours."
"Your mine in bed but that doesn't mean I can own you. I don't own you so you can free to fuck anyone, too and so do I."
"Hubby."
"Don't touch me." I took my hand away when she touched it. "Why are you overreacting? You know we don't have romantic feelings, right?" But she didn't answer.
"Hubby." She cried calling my name.
"Right, Lauren?"
"Hubby."
"I can go with anyone. That's the deal, remember?"
"Hubby,"
"Answer me. I am free to fuck with anyone, right?!"
"No, I should be the only one, hubby." She answered crying so I frowned.
"What?"
"You can't have anyone, hubby, only me."
"And why?" I ask. "Why?!"
"Because---because I love you." My head immediately got hot from what she said.
"What did you say?" I held her by both arms tightly. "What did you say?!"
"Hubby."
"Repeat what you said."
"I love you."
"Fuck you."
"Hubby?"
"Fuck you, Lauren!" Then I tightened my grip on her. "Did I tell you not to fall for me, Lauren?! Did I?!"
"Yes, but---"
"No buts! you can't love me That's what it's all about."
"But hubby I already love you."
"Why? Why did you break our rules, Lauren? Why didn't you follow the agreement?"
"I couldn't stop myself, I just woke up one day that I love you. Hubby, you're my husband, right?"
"When? When did you find out?"
"I don't know, it just happened."
"Bullshit!" I throw all the things on the table.
"Hubby."
"You and your feelings are bullshit."
"Is it my fault?! Is it my fault that I fall for you? I thought you loved me too. You treated me like a queen, you showed me that I am important, and you cared for me. I am a woman, you showed me, love. So I thought------"
"Because I get what I want from you. Because we had sex. That's all. No love. I appreciate you because I can have you whenever I want, so I should be kind to you."
"But your actions speak otherwise."
"You don't know anything about my feelings, Lauren. I don't love you. If I'm keeping you, it's because I can use your body and you've built me up. And you helped me to heal."
"Hubby, is it hard to love me?" She cried while holding my hand.
"I said don't touch me. I can't love you. I don't want to love you."
"Hubby, I can do everything you want. I can be a better wife, everything, just love me. Haven't I been a good wife? I already proved it to you. We can continue this marriage, I love you already and your love is the only thing we need right now to continue this."
"That's too impossible to happen."
"Tell me what should I do? Tell me hubby and I will do it."
"Stay away from my life."
"Hubby?"
"Now that I know about your feelings? I don't need you anymore."
"Hubby, don't do this, please. Give me a chance."
"There is no chance at all, Lauren. You've crossed the line. Leave me alone and I don't need you. This nonsense is over." And I left her devastated while sobbing in despair.