At that moment it was mixed emotions that Jenny was feeling and she didn’t know how to re-react.
"Oh please Jen, don't make me explain, or maybe you want me to explain everything to you in an easier way that I know and you also know we'll both like?" at that point the young man brought his face very close to hers.
Jenny was immediately felt uneasy when she got what Jason meant. At the same time, she swallowed consecutively due to the rapid drying of her throat.
"Jason!" she said with a hoarse voice when he suddenly touched her waist.
"I'm sorry, but I can't," the young man told her then guided her into a familiar room.
"Please, don't," Jenny pleaded.
Not because she doesn't want to. The truth is, she loves it. But she knew that when she entered Jason's room, her heart would be filled with regret and she didn't know if she could handle that.
But Jason didn't agree with what she wanted to happen. She knew that even if she didn't say what she wanted to say, he would get what she meant and she wasn't wrong.
However, as she said earlier, the young man did not agree with what she wanted to happen.
Jason knew that kissing her has always been her weakness so that’s what he did to her.
He kissed her hard in such a way that it was as if it was the first time he had done that to her. Then despite her struggle, he was still able to get her into his room.
He closed the door and as he remained in his strong and aggressive kiss with her Jenny could still hear the sound of the doorknob.
It was as if Jenny was going back in time. And the shiver she felt because of the simple sound of the doorknob lock was something she really couldn’t name.
"Please, not here, I can't yet," she said releasing her own lips from the man.
In those moments she could feel the heat being released into the pores of his skin.
"Oh no," the young man touched her nape then brought his close to her face. "Did you know that for a long time since you left me I have seen nothing else in this room but the shadows of the two of us? You don't know what pain I went through, you only know how you felt, because you never listen to me, not even once? "
In the tone of Jason's tone of voice, she immediately traced the intense resentment and suffering.
Jason was right.
At least once since they met he hadn’t told her how much hardship he had gone through when they were apart.
She was always the one Jason listened to, but he never even opened up to her. At no time did they discuss what had happened to the young man after they separated.
"Please, don't do this," she pleaded to stare into the young man's eyes.
A bitter smile tore from Jason's lips before he opened his mouth to speak.
"No, this time I want you to do me a favor. And you will help me erase all the pain and fill the periods of my longing for you. Right here where you first gave yourself to me," he then kissed her firmly again.
Jenny did nothing after that. Because in the end, as often happens, she herself expressed her wholehearted surrender to the young man by responding to his warm kisses to her.
"Sweetheart," Jason whispered as he began to undress her.
Jenny didn't answer and instead, she just pulled Jason's neck again after he dropped her dress on the floor which she still felt at her feet.
She knew that even if something happened to them last night in her shop, it would not be enough for her to have the fullness of her intense desire for the young man. And Jason was right in what she said earlier. She needs to be with him in whatever he does to fill all that has been lacking and lost to them for a long time.
"I miss you here with me, Jen," when Jason said those words that's when she saw in the young man's eyes the gleaming of tears.
It was only then that Jenny fully understood what kind of suffering Jason was telling her. What has been lost to him since she left the young man.
Jason loved her dearly back then. And if the gleam in his eyes is what she would believe now she knew he's still the same with her now. But their situation is different. He admits nothing to her except the fact that he offered her marriage.
That's another one.
It is not a formal marriage proposal. It was as if he had just said that to her so she ended up surprised.
Was it because something was happening to them that he did that?
Well, that doesn’t matter anymore. What she wanted to think about and focus on now is how she is going to erase from his eyes the intense sadness and pain she didn’t see coming.
"I-I'm sorry," she replied then stroked the young man's face. "Aren't you asking who I love more between you and Ryan?" she then pushed him to lie on the bed.
Jenny saw Jason's eyes draw in shock because of what she had done and she secretly enjoyed that. She then joined him over the bed. She gets on top of him then she touched his lips with a simple kiss and then she herself made a way to take off his polo shirt.
"Jen," Jason whispered after she dropped his shirt on the side of the bed.
Jenny then straddled herself over Jason's half-naked body.
She even felt him draw a violent breath when their skins touched as if competing with the heat due to the same high temperatures of their bodies.
"It's you," she replied then smiled and caressed his lower lip with her index finger. "I'm sorry if I left you. But now, like you said, with you, I will work out a way to undo the many years of longing you have for me here in this room. I'm more than willing to give myself to you again, do you know that?" she said caressing his handsome face then touched him with a simple kiss on the forehead.
"Oh sweetheart," Jason said.
"I thought, what if after everything you decided to marry another woman? I just now realized that even if maybe you ask me to be your mistress, I will agree," in saying that she saw a draw of great confusion in his eyes.
For a moment, silence fell on them. Jason then changed their position. They rolled over on the bed and in a flash, the man was on top of her.
"That won't happen because I'm going to marry you. I'm just waiting for your proposal, aren't I?" after saying that, the young man completely removed the small coverings from her body until she was completely naked.
"I'm sorry if I kept you waiting but didn't I tell you last night ---,"
"Yes,and I'll wait for you until you're ready," and after that Jason finally crossed the small distance of their lips for a passionate kiss.