Jenny’s world and life have been so happy and colorful since that day. She felt Jason's great love for her and so did she for the young man. And all of that gave her reason to be more inspired in her studies.
She knows that even if they say that they are officially dating, there are still many girls in their school who aspire to be like her, to be Jason's girlfriend. Rumors are saying they will eventually break up. Something that the young man had promised her several times would not happen to them.
It was their first-month anniversary when Jason gave her a beautiful but simple pair of white gold earrings. While she bought a stainless Parker Rollerball Pen and engraved it with his boyfriend's name so it would not be lost.
And because it was Saturday and there was no school, Jenny did not refuse when the young man invited her to stay at his house to have lunch there. This time she cooked, and she prepared Chicken Caldereta for Jason.
"You really are very good at cooking, I'm so full," said Jason as they sat down on the long antique sofa when he had finished cleaning the kitchen.
With a sweet smile, Jenny looked at the boyfriend then shrugged afterward.
"Thank you," she said softly, leaning her head on the young man's shoulder.
There was a moment of silence between the two of them. No one speaks and they seem to be content with that.
The truth is, there are actually times that Jason and she do that.
And she can say that despite the silence she still feels the completeness of everything. That is, even though they are both in that order and still happy. In other words, there is nothing that she can be asked for.
"Happy first-month anniversary," Jason said when he held her hand, lifted it, and then kissed it.
Jenny automatically smiled then spoke. "Happy monthsary," she replied.
Jason stared at her at that moment. And she could feel the fast and strong throb of her chest. That's how she really is, even if she says that the young man is her boyfriend now, she always and still feels the strange emotions and feelings that she used to have whenever he was just around.
Jenny held her breath as Jason began to bring his face closer to hers. It should have been because it wasn't the first time her boyfriend would kiss her so it should be normal for her, but that's not what happened.
She was still breathing violently when the young man finally crossed the small distance between the two of them. And after a while, the simple touching of their lips also resulted in an earnest and a very passionate kiss which each of them responded with eagerness.
Jenny wasn't even on her usual self then because she didn't notice that Jason had already made her lean on the armrest of the chair while her off-shoulder blouse was able to lower by the young man that he gathered around her waist.
"Come on, let's go to my room," Jason who was like her was also chasing her breath.
Jenny would have protested what the young man wanted to happen but it was too late because he was able to pull her into his room.
"Jason, what are you doing?" she asked when she heard him pressing the doorknob and that caused a delicious shiver all over her. A kind of thrill that she had just felt.
Jason didn't answer and instead grabbed her by both her shoulders then pushed her behind the closed door. After that, he first surveyed her face with a gaze full of longing before she was crushed again by a now more emphatic kiss.
At that moment Jenny felt mixed emotions that gave confusion to her heart but despite all that, she also could not deny that she was happy. And the happiness she felt probably gave her enough courage to meet and respond to her boyfriend’s warm kisses on her as she freely wrapped both of her hands around his neck.
What she did seemed to signal to her boyfriend to remove her from being leaned against the back of the door and finally laid her on his bed that as if waiting for her since earlier.
Jenny's chest throbbed harder as Jason did that. And although she still has a chance to think like that, she also can't deny the fact that her boyfriend is making her gradually lose herself which was ultimately done successfully by the young man as well.
"Jen ..." she heard the young man whisper as his lips dropped to her neck.
It was then that she sighed followed by restrained breathing, again she felt Jason's hot lips touch the skin of her neck once more.
"Mmnnnn ..." she muttered then forced herself to open her eyes despite the seeming weight of them because of the intense sensation caused by everything the young man was doing to her.
"Jen," Jason said again then gently stroked her face. "I love you so much," he said kissing her forehead.
"I love you so too, so much," she replied smiling even more afterward.
The young man bowed to her then kissed her briefly on the lips before he raised his head and spoke again. "I want you to now, I want you so much," he said.
Jenny quickly stared into her boyfriend's face because of what he said. Then she tried to meet his gaze even though the truth was that she seemed to be weakening as if his dark eyes were absorbing all the strength she had at that moment.
When she remained silent it was then that Jason acted again. He kissed her shoulder. It was only then that she remembered her posture, that the young man had even managed to lower her off-shoulder blouse that he had gathered around her waist so that he could freely caress half of her body with only her brassiere on, serves as a cover.
"J-Jason, mmmnnn ..." she moans again then sighed when she felt his kisses descend towards her left breast.
Jenny seemed electrified at that moment. But she also had to admit that she is afraid of the pain she could feel. While there is also a part in her heart that says she wants to give the thing that Jason is asking of her because she loves him so much.
"Jen," he whispered to her again then stared at her meaningfully.
By then, Jenny had already made the final decision. Because just like what she said before, she loves Jason very much and even herself she knew she could give it to him when the time came when she is ready.
Maybe it’s too early for others. But for her, within a month of being with him as his girlfriend, she knew and he made her feel that he loved her too. And that was all she needed to make any fear and doubt in her heart disappear.
"O-Okay," was her meaningful reply then smiled at the young man.