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I didn’t know how to start the conversation between us that time. After that kissing scene, I really felt intense awkwardness.
While, Director Benjamin was very happy, because the scene was beautiful and excellent he said. He also said that there's a chemistry between me and Dwyne, tss. Talk about cringe?
“Was it good” Dwyne asked me while drinking water.
“Huh? What's good?” I asked confusingly.
“My lips ... the kiss. Does it felt good?” I almost choked my own saliva. The hell! Iss he serious 'bout that question?
I raised my eyebrow. The awkwardness felt earlier gradually disappeared. Like disappeared!
I laughed sarcastically. “None. I taste nothing but your dirthy saliva, and the hell with your lips?! Just shut up. If it wasn't just part of the movie, and if Director Benj won't be disappointed when I said I don't want any kissing scene on the movie. If only I have a choice, I really won't kiss you! It gives me chill!” I exclaimed.
We both laughed at what I said.
He knows how to take the awkwardness away so quickly, when the things get awkward. You really will be comfortable with him.
That's one of the things I found out about him. I thought that apart from the fact that he was so arrogant and full of himself, he's really no good. But I really am wrong. He prove that to me.
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On the side corner eating a french fries, I watched as the other actresses and actors do their own parts.
While resting a bit, I suddenly thought about what Agatha's wanted to do.
If Ckay really has changed into THAT kind of person, then Aga will surely have a hard time knowing the so-called truth. If there is.
Well, good luck for her.
After we finished taping, I went to McDonalds first and eat. Then, went home and as I always do, I took a half-bath first and brushed my teeth before I put on my pajamas.
I decided to drink milk first so that I could sleep easily.
I sat on my sofa, relaxing. When, I saw something under the glass table, a familiar notebook.
I took it.
Wait ... this is the autograph I bought when I was in high school! 12 years old, to be exact. 12 years old. The time where I'm still the weak, foolish, and a cry-baby. No, should I say that, that were the time where I'm still being me? The happy-go-lucky-foolish-bitch!
When I was thirteen my eyes opened, that if I let other see my weakness, then they will treat me like a weak. When I was thirteen, I changed. The Xyna Devon Alegre they've know is....gone.
I open the autograph notebook. This contains my informations and my friend's basic informations.
I first read my information.
... ICE COLD FACTS 'BOUT U!
Name: Xyna Devon Alegre
Nickname: Xy, Dev
Address: Scott's Mansion
Cellphone no: +639876542314
Birthday: May 13, ****
School: Brenton Commemorative Girls High-School (BCGHS)
Ambition: to be a business woman
FAVORITES.......
Hobbies: Reading, acting and studying
Music: Silent Scream, Am I supposed to apologized, Already Mine, My Happy Ending
Singers: Avril Lavigne, Maria Mena, Anna Blue
Book: pocket books, educational books, mangas
Author: Dunno.
Sports: boxing, track in field, basketball
Bestfriends: Arriane, Precious, and Deity.
Tsk, they said we're bestfriends forever. Then where are they now, why can't I see them.
What I really don't like the most are theose who keeps making promises, but they can't even make it true! They broke their shit-fuck promises.
I read the next page.
I sip on my milk. It's about Xiera.
... ICE COLD FACTS 'BOUT U!
Name: Xiera Angeline Alegre-Scott
Nickname: Xiera, Era, Angel, Lyn
Address: Scott's Mansion
Cellphone no: +639563428765
Birthday: May ,13 ****
School: BCGHS
Ambition: to be a lawyer
FAVORITES ....
Hobbies: Reading, singing, and make-overs
Music: Pretty's On The inside, Perfect Two, Faded, Unity
Singers: Alan Walker
Books: Harry Potter, Twilight, Romeo and Juliet
Author: William Shakespeare, Stephenie Meyer
Sports: None.
Bestfriends: Hamie, Myca, Trina, Rain
Told ya. Xiera's so feminine. She doesn’t like sports because she doesn’t want to get sweaty. And she loves make-ups, so when we we're in high school she already wear make-ups. But, it's not thick! It's too light, that you won't even notice that she wears a make-up, because it looks natural. She doesn't use Eyelash Extensions, because her eyelashes are already long.
I flip it again to the next page. Oh! The next are the informations of my fake friends.
I closed my autograph notebook. I have no interest on reading their informations, because I don't give a fuck 'bout them.
I finish my milk and washed the glass and spoon I used.
After I washed it, I immediately went to my room and lay down.
It's already pass nine o'clock.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
***
“Hey, Precious! Where are we going?” I asked my new friend Precious.
“Shh. Just follow Xy, hehe” Precious answered.
So I just shut my mouth and follow her to wherever place we were going.
After a while we stopped .
I looked at my surroundings. I could see a lot of flowers and other plants here, there's also a big tree nearby.
It only means one thing— we’re in the garden.
“Arriane! Deity!” I heard Precious called the two women, so I looked at them.
They walked closer to us.
One woman has a long black hair tied into ponytail, earphones were plugged in her ears. It has a good posture too, you can tell she has the confidence because of her chin's a little bit up. It was beautiful and a strong charisma presence.
While the other woman with short black hair was just neutral. Based on her posture, she is not as confident as the other, but her confidence is not way too small too, just fair. She was wearing a pink sling bag.
“Oh hi, Precious. How are you? And who is this woman?” the woman with long hair asked. I gulped.
“I'm fine, Deity. How 'bout u? By the way this is Xyna Alegre, my new friend. Or should I say our new friend,” Precious introduced me. I shyly smiled at the two women in front of us.
“We're fine too, Precious. By the way, I'm Deity Villaser. It's nice to meet you, Xzyra. Welcome to the friendship,” she said. So Deity's name?
Next, the woman with the short hair spoke. “I'm Arriane Villaser, I'm Deity's cousin. It's nice to meet you too, Xyna. Welcome to the friendship,” she walked over to me and hugged me.
“T-Thank you for welcoming me,” I shyly said.
“Oh c'mon, Xy. 'Don't be shy to us. We're friends now, aren't we?” Deity said while grinning.
I sighed first before nodding and smiled sweetly at them.
“Oh, let's go to the canteen! I'm hungry. What do you want to be our recess? Heavy meal? Or light?” Arriane asked us.
"I prefer light,” Deity and Precious said at unison.
“I prefer heavy,” Arriane said.
"So, it's settled then. You two, Precious and Deity are at light meals. While Xy and I are at heavy meal,” we agreed.
We hurriedly go to the canteen, because soon the queue will get long again.
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It's been months since I got friends with Precious, Arriane, and Deity. All I can say is I our friendship went well. We go hang out with each other. Have fun with each other. Traveling.
But, it also rarely happened. 'Cause mom and dad mostly won't allow me to go out.
But, atleast sometimes they allow me to be with my friends.
Now I’m holding an autograph notebook. I bought it this morning, of course I will make them answer this. For memories you know, and maybe we'll find out something new from each other when we answer that.
I filled-up all the information's needed to fill up. So did my twin Xiera.
I went to the garden where we always meet. Our classes were different so we just meet here after the class, like when it's lunch time. But Precious is my classmate. And Deity and Arriane were classmates too.
“Arriane! Precious! Deity!” I call them.
They looked at me first before before walking towards me.
“I bought an autograph notebook.! Answer it! So that we have many more memories together” I told them.
“Oh, all right. That's good. I'm first,” Precious said, so I handed her the autograph notebook.
When she finished, she handed it to Arriane, and she also filled all the information up. And the last is Deity.
When Deity finished, she returned the autograph notebook to me.
I smiled at them widely before opening the notebook and reading the informations they filled-up.
***