To face such a big and strong person, despite his fear.
When I look at him, I am beyond terrified, and my heart throbs.
No matter what people say, I feel a will that will not yield.
“Earth… you are so brave, aren’t you? And with such a strong heart.”
On the other hand, what about my heart?
From the time I could remember, I’ve been different from others.
I was said to be a goddess who drew the blood of god, and was blessed with a privileged environment.
While my country and people lived in poverty under oppression, I was never inconvenienced, never starved, just acquiring the knowledge I was given, and sometimes went out in front of people to give smiles and words.
I had never thought of it as a misfortune.
Because I was taught that this is what I was meant to be.
However, when I was young, I had some troubles, not to say I was unhappy.
Why do I look different from others?
Why don’t I have a father or a mother?
Why was I born into this world?
Jamdi’el, who had been with me since I was little, every time I asked…
――Thou are different from those apes. The chosen being who draws the blood of God!
She would say, without hesitation.
That’s why I am not only for myself, but also for all the people in this world.
Being a person who draws the blood of God, I was not allowed to have any selfishness whatsoever.
Maybe I didn’t have a will of my own.
――I see… thou is… a pitiful doll.
But that’s why I couldn’t get those words out of my head.
Because I couldn’t deny them.
But that’s why I can’t get those words out of my head.
――Don’t you call Kron a doll.
Earth, you said that.
―― What do you want me to do? No, what do you want to happen? What is it you want? Kron.
You asked me what I wanted.
Why is that? When I heard your words, that was my only answer.
And at the same time, it reminded me of the past.
“Hey, Bro. Why are you going outside?”
When I was younger, the person who played with me also had his own will.
“Both you and the master came from outside this island, yeh. I also want to see what’s outside this island. There may be a place for me.”
“This is your country, right?’
Bro touched his horn with a slightly lonely expression.
In this country, Bro and I were the only ones with horns growing out of our heads.
And Bro seemed to be somewhat concerned about his horn.
“Besides, I want to get stronger. The master… don’t chase after desires you don’t understand, she just wants me to look at you. Do you know how a man feels about that? Lil sis.” ř𝐚𐌽O͍ʙΕ𝙎
“Bro is my brother, but I’m a goddess, so I don’t have a family.”
“Kakkakka, then you do what you want, yeh.”
With that said, he stroked my hair, crumpling it up.
Jamdi’el was always getting angry at that, saying it was “disrespectful,” but I didn’t hate it.
“As I am now, I don’t have the power to have master see me as a man. That’s why I’m going to get stronger.”
“I don’t want to spend my life regretting my weakness. If I’m strong, I could prevent things that could happen, I wouldn’t lose, and with that, I wouldn’t have any regrets, yeh.”
And so Bro ran out of the country.
Finally, he turned to me and said…
“Kron, you too… you’re a good kid, but… let’s get stronger, yeh.”
At that time, I couldn’t think too deeply about that remark.
However, I felt sad that the friend who played with me left the country.
But you know what, Bro? Now I remember, and your words came to my heart. ᴛʜɪs ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ɪs ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ ʙʏ NoveIꜰire.net
Because I regretted that they took Jamdi’el away from me.
And, Earth brought out the feelings that I had kept in my heart.
What did I want all along?
What did I want to say…
―― My true feelings… were full of what I really wanted to call her… there were so many… in the end, I couldn’t say anything!
My own true feelings, even if I am a doll.
In response to my feelings, you said to me…
And , you are still fighting to fulfill those words.
“Third time’s the chaaaaaarm, 【Great Magic Spiral】!!!”
“Nuwahahahahahahaha…… nothing else?”
If true, that was my role. That’s what I have to fight for.
I don’t know why you’re willing to go that far.
But I’ve already got my answer.
“Bro, you’re right. I need to be… stronger. And I need to do it now!”
That’s how I felt right now.
“Earth. I don’t want you to fly me there. I want to fly with you too!”
I can’t wait for someone to help me.
I also want to fight.
So, I’m sorry, Jamdi’el.
Today, for the first time, I will go against your instructions and use the power of “this eye”.
So, please get very angry afterwards, okay?