Rosie's POV
"Ummph!" a loud thud echoed inside the room as I accidentally shoved Jake off from the bed as I heard Samantha unnie's voice along with the loud squealing of Josh oppa.
Shit! Shit! Shit!
"I thought it was supposed to be ten days?!!!" I freaked out.
I didn't know Samantha would be arriving today.
"Awww, really?" Jake snarled at me, his eyes squinted as he was awakening from his slumber.
He was sitting on the floor, as he glared at me. Nevertheless, he still looks drop dead gorgeous even just on his white shirt and black shorts.
Earlier this morning, he sneaked in inside my enclosed space. I almost screamed in shock if I didn't recognize his smell and touch.
And then I felt stupid after remembering that only me and the boys stays in this bus.
Of course, the boys wouldn't dare come in.
They are not those kind of person and I was never so close physically with them except for Jake.
Plus, Jake normally stays with me.
My eyes went wide in panic.
"That's Samantha unnie!" I whisper-shouted. He raised his eyebrows.
"Yeah, I know. I can recognize the sound of a dying whale squealing from here. And yeah, so what?" he deadpanned answered, his arms crossed in front of his chest.
My mouth hangs widen at his words.
"That's your sister!" I told him, pointing my finger to the direction of the door.
Doesn't he understand what it means?
How is he so calm when I'm dying in here?
We didn't even realize that the bus had already stopped.
She hasn’t seen us, right?
Because I don't think I am ready to see Samantha unnie while I was hugging her brother.
That would be awkward.
"Sorry." I mouthed to him as I try to fix my hair in instant.
I grab the mirror on the open bag below my bed to check my reflection only to get the shock of my life.
I turned my attention to Jake, who, just chuckled at my reaction.
"You gave me a hickey? You gave me a fucking hickey?" I scowled and he just smirked at me.
"What? It's cute." he mumbled and to my horror, he even dares to give me a wink.
"Fuck you." I mumbled before grabbing my concealer to try to hide the mark.
I knew it wasn't a good idea to let him sleep beside me.
He started kissing my neck and I have to summon every inch of my sense of control to stop myself from doing another sin.
I wouldn't like to wake any of the boys who happened to be sleeping a few bunks away from my bed, with all my moaning.
"I hate you Jake!" I hissed and he just laughed some more.
I started to panic.
I need to Samantha unnie immediately before the boys say something stupid to her.
I went out of bed and frantically tried to fix my hair, grabbing a coat along the process.
Before I head straight to the door, I bow down and gave him a quick peck on the cheeks, my cheeks blushing as I do so.
I heard him sigh before I closed the door.
Sorry Jake but I need to see Samantha unnie.
"Unnie!!!!" I screamed in excitement as I see him hugging Josh oppa.
She turned around and run towards me, her voice getting louder and louder.
The other boys covered their ears while Yohan oppa just smiled.
I heard Yohan oppa and Samantha unnie are like best friends.
We hugged each other while jumping in circle like were some team so won a game.
"Really Rosie? You have to ruin my girlfriend and I's moment?" Josh oppa pouted and I just raised an eyebrow at him.
"I'm sorry mister but she's my girlfriend first before you met her." I sassily replied and Samantha unnie chuckled.
Josh oppa's eyes went wide in exasperation.
"Oh really? Well too bad, because I also got Jake-" before he can even finish, I lunged to his direction and covered his mouth with my hand.
Samantha unnie raised looked at us intently as if confused about what's happening.
"Unnie, your boyfriend has a foul mouth." I awkwardly as Josh oppa tried to removed my hand on his mouth.
I glared at him secretly as I try to send him a message.
He smiled at me creepily as if realizing what I was trying to say.
Shit. Here goes another trouble.
I can't believe I'm letting Josh oppa have something he can use against me.
"You're both weird." Samantha unnie chuckled. And then she scanned the room. "Where's my brother?"
I gulped.
The hyung line apart from Josh oppa were sitting on the couch, while Vash and Jason where on the floor. Jason was lying, his head on Vash’s lap.
Jake probably went back to bed.
She was about to open the bedroom door when I stopped her.
I was super sure Jake will sleep back on the bed that I was using and I can't let Samantha unnie see him at that.
She might be suspicious.
"Unnie, he's sleeping." I told her before pulling her for another hug.
We ended up sitting together on an empty couch.
"Unnie! I miss you!" I squealed, my hands clasped on hers.
I can't even remember when was the last time we saw each other.
Was it after Josh and her made up?
"I know! I miss you too!" and then she flicked my forehead.
"Awww!" I cried in pain, my hands on my forehead.
I heard the boys laughing.
"Ahh, unnieeee!" I fake cried.
"Who told you that you can runaway just like that? Did you know how much your mom begged me to look for you?" she scolded me and I looked down in embarrassment.
Her body was turned towards me, as well as mine as we both sat with our legs crossed on the couch.
She has a point.
My mom must have been so worried.
I called her last time and she was crying endlessly. But she didn't ask me to come home. She told me to take all the time that I need for myself.
You're so selfish Rosie! You only think about yourself. That's the reason why people leaves you.
My insides felt heavy in instant, my shoulder dropping at the thought.
Fuck. You're messed up Rosie.
Everything.
Everything was messed up.
Before I even knew it, tears started falling down my cheeks, my throat hurting a little as I try to suppress my emotions.
It's all my fault.
Everything.
My Goddamn fault.
And then I felt a hand clasping back on mine.
"Rosie...." I heard Samantha unnie muttered.
The room was silent, only my sobs can be heard.
The boys probably thought I'm weird.
Samantha unnie pulled me into a hug, her hands on my back as she tries to sooth my emotions.
"It isn't your fault Rosie. Just because you were hurt doesn't mean it's your fault and you deserve it. Life doesn't only work like that." she whispered.
"Rosie, are you okay?" Jason asked and I heard him yelp immediately.
"Why did you smack me hyung?!" Jason sounded pissed.
"She's crying, how is she okay?" Haiden oppa muttered.
"Hey, you also cry during our concerts!" Jason bantered.
Soft chuckles escaped my lips.
These boys.
"Hey, Rosie, tell us who hurt you and we will hunt them down. And I'm sure Jake will do something about it." Vash added.
Right, Jake.
I suddenly remembered this situation that we have.
We're not in a relationship but we cuddle and kiss each other.
And yet my mind is messed up.
I'm being unfair to him.
Just then, the room suddenly went open, Jake appearing.
As soon as his eyes landed on mine, his brows furrowed.
"Why are you crying? Who did that to you?" his face darken as he turned his attention to his hyungs.
"Hey! Hey!"
"It wasn't us!"
"Hey, Samantha noona, help us!"
Haiden oppa jumped over Rome and so is Jason with Vash.
Soon enough. The boys were into a wrestling match and everybody ended up laughing.
But somehow, that didn't make me feel better.
What I am doing with Jake was unfair.
I'm getting the best of him when he doesn't even have the slightest idea about half of my shits.
Jake, should I let you go?
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