Boys Don't Cry Chapter 35

Nate — Wake up Nate, we're here! — I hear a familiar voice speaking to me, I open my eyes with difficulty. — Where did we get to? — I ask and look beside me, finding his cynical smile for me, probably with a provocative answer. — In your castle, Sleeping Beauty! — she says, and lets out a laugh. — Then you insist that you don't sleep around corners, or on trips, don't you? — Will, stop being a pain! Will you come up with me? — No, I'm going home. — he says, and this makes me a little upset, I think I am dependent on him, but in a way that sometimes scares me. — Do you want me to come up? — Of course I want to! — Unfortunately I can't, I arranged with Lyn to go to the mall with her as soon as she got home. I thought it was strange, she was all mysterious, I think she was up to something. — Don't badmouth my sister-in-law, she is wonderful! — You are saying that because she let you into my room! — And isn't that a wonderful achievement? — What if you were an assassin and wanted to kill me? — I killed you another way, Bunny! — Who are you? What have you done with my boyfriend? Just say it! — So funny, I'm laughing my ass off. — Nonsense, you laugh at everything I say! — he says and I end up smiling. — Look, he's already laughing! — Stop this nonsense! Now, tell me when will we see each other? — I'll come by tomorrow to pick you up... Remember lunch with my friends? — he asks, shaking his head. — I did what you told me, and I confirmed it. Tomorrow at eleven o'clock I'll come by and pick you up, okay? — I have no choice, I'll just have to be content with seeing you tomorrow! — Kitten, I can't live in your house, it will start drawing attention! — he says, and I unbuckle the seat belt, then put my hand on the door, and wait for his reaction. — Wait, you're going like this? — Like this, how? — Without even giving me a kiss! — he exclaims, and I caress his face. I smile, move closer, and place my mouth on his. [...] Those days on the beach were memorable. I said something that I have never said to anyone, something that was not planned, it just came out, I declared my love to Will. Lying in my bed, I think about everything that happened on the beach, looking at the pictures on my cell phone, every word, touch, kiss and hot moment experienced in bed, in the bathtub, in the shower is very clear in my mind, how good those moments made me, and how Will brightens my life. Come to think of it, I think there was a fire inside consuming us, but on the other hand, you can't look at him and not want him. I am a lucky guy, I have a cute and hot boyfriend, and a mouth that knows how to drive me crazy. My cell phone vibrates, and speaking of the hottie, I mean my boyfriend. Will: Hi kitty! Me: It has not been two hours since we saw each other and the bunny is already missing you? Will: but he's cocky! I'm waiting for Lyn, and to pass the time I decided to talk to you Me: You mean I'm good for passing the time? Will: Stop being silly I want to show you something Me: What? Is it what I am thinking? Will: What are you thinking? Me: Can you imagine? He sends me a picture of me, looking at the sea. Me: Was that it? I expected something more interesting Will: You know, kitten, when I met you you were more shy It took us ages to have our first time, and now you are so bold What happened? Me: It's all your fault If my mother asks, I'll tell her it's because of its influence Will: how mean! I was a virgin when I met you It is I who suffer from your influence! Me: The most shameless virgin I have ever met Wil: KKKKKKKK Me: I've been seeing some pictures of you on IG I didn't like what I saw Will: What? Me: My Boyfriend Exposing Himself Too Much Will: There are only two pictures where I am shirtless what is this jealousy? Me: I don't want anyone enjoying your body only I can do this Will: I didn't know my kitty was possessive Me: I am not Will: You know I've seen some pictures that you look at me from a very intense way, and if I saw it, everyone saw it Me: I can't do much, I can't look at you and pretend I feel nothing It's getting harder and harder to disguise it, I try, but it's not easy at all. Every time I look at him, it's like the two of us, alone, and nothing else. Will: so act a little, pretend, if not we will be discovered Me: Difficult, but I'll try Will: Lyn is taking too long how about playing a little? Me: Play? How so? Will: adult play Me: Are you crazy? Will: For you, I am always crazy! Will loves to tease me, and I always fall for his teasing because I like the feeling he gives me when he says something silly or too torrid. He says these things, and he has no idea that even away from me he can make my mind think of sex and set me on fire. Me: What kind of joke is this? Will: Have you changed your mind? Me: Speak up! Will: Sex call Me: What? Will: You don't know what it is? Me: Of course I know Will: So? Do you want to? Me: Will, you're in a mall! Will: I can go to the parking lot, get in my car and we can play Me: You are crazy if they catch you? Will: You want some? Take it or leave it! Me: I want to Will: Good boy I'm going to the parking lot Will is crazy, and I am even crazier for embarking on something like this. [...] It was a very intense and quick moment, because my mother arrived and that made me stop. Will didn't understand anything when I hung up, so I explained what happened later. This made me think about something that has been on my mind for some time "living alone". I love my mother unconditionally, but there are certain moments when I need privacy, to gather friends, to have a party, and when I am dying of horniness and want to be alone with my boyfriend. It's moments like these that make me think about this possibility. I change the channel constantly, and my mother comes into the living room, where I am. She sits next to me and smiles at me. I don't know if this would be the right moment to say what I have been thinking. — How was the trip? Did you have fun? — Which one? — The last one! — It was a lot of fun, and it made me realize that I am crazy about him! — Have you realized this now? — she asks, and I smile. — Ever since you walked through that door, and told me you met the boy who would make Wanchai, I realized that there was something different about you? — What an exaggeration, Mom! — He managed to do something that his exes never did.... — What? — You never talked about any relationship. You never told me anything, I just knew you were dating, from other people, and I knew your girlfriends after a long time of dating! — Those were other times, I was a very different person than I am today! — I am happy about it, and sometimes a little worried. — Why? — Because I know there will come a time when you won't need me anymore! — What's that? I will always need you... — maybe this is the moment to expose what I've been thinking. — Mom, I have something to tell you, I mean, I'm still thinking about it, it's been pounding in my head, but I don't know... — Tell us what is it? — I am thinking of living alone! [...] — You look worried! — says Will as he stops at the traffic light. — Has something happened? — It will happen. — What? — I am going to live alone! — What do you mean? And your mother, what happened? — I have been thinking for some time about the possibility of living alone, and yesterday I talked to my mother about it, and she agreed. I was worried about her reaction, but she said I'm not a child anymore, I'm responsible and I can manage on my own! He continues driving, and asks me. — And have you thought about the place? — I am going to buy an apartment here, in the very center of Bangkok, and then I want to buy one in the same building for my mother. I want her to live near me. — Can I visit your new apartment? — he asks, and I smile, look at him, bring my hand up to his thigh, and squeeze. He looks at me cynically. — Gee, what's this? — I want you there every day!