Alexis Sierra
"Done!" My personal trainer Anton said.
"Thank God." I smiled and he helped me get up. I stretched my body and sat on one of the bench. I took my water bottle and finished it all.
"I really want chicken wings right now?" I turned to see Charlotte plopped beside me.
"I want cheesecake.” I said.
"We can't eat that.. dang it!" She hissed and I chuckled.
"Hey girls!" Jean sat on the ground completely dying.
"Hey.”
"I really want pancakes right now." Jean said and Charlie laughed.
"Pancakes at night? You sure are ridiculous.” Charlie said.
"Hey! One little piece won’t kill you right?" She smirked and I can’t believe her.
"I met a fan the other day and I was eating a chocolate cake at that time, she was like.. what are you eating? Why? Why chocolate cake? And I was like.. I’m a human too. I have a special place for desserts in my stomach. Her face fell and she was speechless.” Charlie said.
“We’re models, people always think that we eat nothing besides air so keep our body in shape. Gosh.. we’re not.”
“Sometimes people don’t understand.” I said.
"Hey baby." We all turned to see Blake walking towards, he’s still wearing his suit. I bet he just got out from work.
"Hey handsome." Jean patted a spot beside her on the ground.
"Hey Lexy and Charlie." He smiled to us.
"Hey Blake.”
“How’s the meeting?” Jean asked her husband.
“Good of course.”
"You move in with Sebastian huh?" How did he know?
"Sebastian Cesborn?" Charlie asked.
"Let's don't talk about him here." I said and glared at Blake.
"Oh! I need to go" Charlie suddenly said, she ran to the bathroom.
"Looking for you is quite hard.” Blake stated as he sat across me.
"You looked for me?"
"I owe Sebastian one, he helped us looking for Jean remember?"
"Jean knows where I am though." I stated.
"I know but I don't want to dig it from her, I don't want to make her sad. It's her responsible because you're her bestfriend." Damn Blake! Jean is a one lucky girl to have you.
"Why does he want to look for me that bad? He can find another girl better than me.”
"Ask him that, don't ask me.”
"I don't want to have any relationship again with him Blake, he can't understand that!”
"He wants you, simple as that. He's serious if you didn't notice." I turned to Blake.
"You're the only one who help him?" I asked.
"All of us. Kenneth who sacrifice the most here.”
"You’re wasiting your time and so much money just to find me." I stated and looked at the ground. I sighed.
"For him you're worth more than that Alexis, you might think he can find another girl for him but it's not that easy. Finding the right one is hard and when you find one why throwing it away?" Blake said and I just nodded.
"Let me tell you, you girls might think we act all cool because our pride but you never know behind all that. There's regret and maybe even tears. He's a part of Gold Life's Lexy, he's a tough guy with a rough background. Why can you open your heart again and try to let him in?"
"You guys don't know why I left.”
"You met again with him after you left, at our wedding. You got together again.. why leaving him again?" Blake asked and I bit my lip.
"We just can't Blake.”
"He already tried Lexy. If you keep pushing him away, you might really lose him in the future." He warned. Suddenly I saw Charlie already done and she walked towards us.
"Bye Lexy, Jean and Blake." Charlie pass by too and I chuckled waving at her. I told the Samuel couple that I’m going to take a shower and etc. They let me and I got up from my seat.
I walked to the bathroom and shower. Changing my clothes and got out from the gym. I got inside my car and started thinking about Blake's words earlier.
Driving towards Sebastian's house and parked my car but I still don't have the courage to get out from my car. I still need time for myself.
I jumped as someone knocked on my window. I turned to see Sebastian standing there. I got out from my car.
"What are you doing inside your car?"
"Nothing." I said, he took my wrist pulling me inside. He dragged me to the kitchen.
"Have you eat?" He asked.
"I'm not hungry.”
"I got you a juice, I know you're on diet for your runway." He said and I can't help but look at him. Stop showering me with care Sebastian! Don't make me go back to your arms again.
"I'll just drink water." I said and he nodded weakly. He looked at me as I drink water. I raised my eyebrows looking back at him.
"You tired today?" He asked.
"Yeah.. physicly and mentally.” I said coldly, he's the one who cause for the mental one.
"Let's go to sleep then." He smile widely, taking my hand again but this time pulling me upstairs. I don't have any strenght to fight him back. We walked into his room.
"I'm not sleeping in one bed with you." I said and he turned to me.
"Sorry Lexy, you don't have any other choice.” Unbelievable!
"I'll just sleep on the floor.”
"Then I sleep on the floor with you." He smiled crazily.
"No, you sleep on the bed and I'm on the ground!" I stated and he shook his head.
"If you sleep on the ground, then I'll sleep with you on the ground. I'm sticking with you no matter what.”
"Sebastian!"
"Yes sweetheart?" He said sweetly.
"You sleep there and I'm here. End of con-"
"No-oh." He shook his head.
"Come on, I'm tired and you're going to be my pillow tonight." He pulled me to the bed while I'm still on my jeans. He was already holding me tightly and literally carrying me to the bed.
"Sebastian!" He held my waist tightly pulling me to his chest. He put his chin on the top of my head. He kissed it.
"Sebastian.. I need to change." I said but he didn’t answer me. I tried to move but he gripped me tighter.
"Can you please stop trying to getaway? It's been a long time since I get a really good sleep." He said slowly and I decided to give up.
My body betrayed me already.. the fact that he's beside me and holding me in his sleep makes me happy inside. I looked up to him and just can't believe that I'm back in his arms.
Can you stop being nice and act so lovely like this? Don't make fall for you all over again. Please don't.. You don't understand where I stand right now.