Alexis Sierra
6 months later..
I miss Axel.
Sebastian really took him away, I let him that but it's killing me slowly. I miss him.. a lot. I just arrived at New York but I don't know whether I'm brave enough to come to Sebastian's door step.
I've made a promise and I can't even keep my words.
I'm still a VS Angel but I chose to live in Swiss for awhile. I really love it there.. quite and just peaceful. I still have my apartment in LA so I can stay there while I'm working.
I miss Axel.. a lot.
I miss Sebastian too but I'll be stupid if I go to his house just to see Axel. I sighed.
"What are you doing here?" I jumped, I turned to see Kenneth stood beside me.
"I- I- I have work." I lied.
"Axel is doing fine, if you want to ask that.” He told me and I nodded.
"Keep your promise, Lexy.”
"It's Alissa now." I said.
"Alissa Mareti or what?" He asked.
"Alissa Sierra." I answered, we both stand side by side awkwardly.
"Getting Sebastian back to normal is hard." I turned to Ken when he suddenly started a conversation.
"He loves to fight people, cold and really hard to approach." He added.
"He doesn't have anyone to lean on, live alone and work crazy to get money.”
"Why are you telling me this?"
"He might push you away.. he'll come around." I turned to him and looked at him disbelief.
"I just need to see Axel.. I miss him.”
"You miss Sebastian too. You miss the both of them but I know you keep your promise all this time." He said.
"It's hard.” I said honestly.
"Aaron, Alex, Sebastian, Luke, Max and Sky are like my brothers. We went through a lot of things together in a past and I hate when someone trying to hurt them. I let people hurt me but I don't let people hurt them. They're mean a lot to me that's why I help you to find Frank, I saw what Sebastian went through 15 years ago thats why I wanted to kill Frank." Ken said.
"I derserve this.. all of this.”
"We know it's not your fault. You don't even know if your dad is a killer." My eyes widen, I turned to him.
"How do you know?"
"We all meet your mother and Colton again Lex- Alissa" He said.
"What?"
"Sebastian is crazy.. more than crazy. If you don't realize , he flew to Swiss 5 times in a month." What?
"He's in his office with Axel, go." I looked at him disbelief.
"Don't let him down again, he had enough. Try and fix your relationship, he needs you even he always deny it.”
With that Ken walked away. I just stand there repeating Ken's words again and again.
I quickly grabbed a taxi and asked the driver to go to Cesborn office. I'm really happy right now and I can't contain my feelings. Tears filling up my eyes and I can't help it.
God please give me a chance to be happy this once.. I won't ask for more. All I want is Sebastian and Axel in my life. I don't need anything else.
As I arrive at Sebastian's office, I quickly get inside. I took the stairs because I know it will need more time if I go through the front desk, I even leave my luggage on the first floor. I ran.. ran and ran.
I opened the emergency door and walked in to Sebastian's floor. I walked slowly inside, I stopped in front of Sebastian's office. I gulped nervously and my hand already on the door but I was so afraid to knock it.
Before I get to knock it.. it opened, my eyes widen as I saw Sebastian standing there still looking handsome. He's as shock as me.
"Mommy" I saw Axel behind Sebastian, he ran to me and I quickly hug him. I cried my heart out.
"Hey, my boy." I hugged him tightly and kneeled on the floor.
"I miss you." Axel said and I smiled to him. I caressed his cheek.
"Are you crying?" He asked me as he wiped my tears.
"Mommy is so happy to see you.”
"Don't cry." Axel hugged me again and I stroke his hair. Kissing the top of his head.
"Axel.. can you go to Marie and make your favorite toast for mommy?" Sebastian said.
"Okay.. mommy wait here okay?" Axel ran away. Sebastian pulled me up by my waist and pulling me in. He didn't say anything, he just hugged me in silence. He hugged me really tight and I hugged him back.
Tears kept coming out from my eyes. I miss them both so much and I don't know how much I love this moment. We stayed like that quite a long time.
"I'm sorry" Suddenly he apologized, he held my hand and looked at me seriously.
"For what? Shouldn't I be-"
"I heard everything from your mom." He cut me.
"How are you?" I asked as I put my hand on his cheek. I caressed it and he took my hand and kissed it.
"Are you staying here for good?" He asked.
"Do you want me to?"
"Don't leave me this time please." I smiled, I pulled him and crashing my lips to him. He circled my waist with his arms and kiss me harder.
"Let's start a new chapter okay?" Sebastian said.
"Alissa Sierra.. what's your name?"
"Sebastian Cesborn.. Can I kiss you again?" He smiled and I nodded. He leaned but suddenly the door opened.
"Mommy, I bring nuttela." Axel was struggling to bring a big plate. I chuckled and walked to him.
"Thankyou Axel.. do you miss me?" I asked and he nodded.
"Work again?" He asked and I turned to Sebastian. He smiled.
"No.. Mommy is going to stay with you and daddy. Do you like that?" I asked and he nodded. He hugged me.
"Daddy.. come come." Axel called him and we hugged each other.
6 months was a long time.. We miss each other and need each other. We already heal ourself and it's time for a new page and new chapter.