Chapter 11 - You got what you wanted.
Raina.
I woke up to a different scent, arms were around me as I laid on his chest. Then I remembered last night, I'm such a slut. I was reminded of how wild we were when the ache between my thighs pricked. It had been long since I had slept with a man, it was amazing but that was it, it's over that was our two minutes of pleasure before reality kicked in.
Angelo loves Yasmine not me.
I convinced myself, I had to be strong since Angelo was a compulsive liar, he was such a good pretender whispering sweet nothings in my ear. Of course to get inside my pants, he would do anything even lie while we fuck that he missed this, us. It was all in the moment but I kept quiet not wanting to say anything, I didn't mean in between the meaningless sex we were having. What am I saying all the sex we have ever had was a meaningless fuck. I watched him peacefully asleep, he was beautiful made by unfortunately I have accepted that, I don't stand a chance with hot fashion designer girlfriend. It's good to leave space for disappointment.
I slowly slide out of his arms only to be pulled back by his strong arms.
"Morning Beautiful." He said huskily as he squinted his beautiful green eyes open but like I said he is a liar.
"Morning." I tried pulling away.
"Why are you in such a hurry. Huh babe ?"
"Uhm.." I thought of an excuse.
"I don't want Maya finding us like this besides our one night is over."
"You are amazing, do you know that ?" He smiled looking at me. I was confused what was wrong with him ?
"Come on Angelo, you got what you wanted you don't have to lie to my face." I said as a matter of fact.
"But I'm not." He said looking hurt.
"Can I go now ?" I politely asked him to let go.
"No." He replied pulling my naked body to his.
"Angelo we can't, its wrong please let go." I sighed feeling defeated. "Do it for your girlfriend...please let's not repeat this mistake, If there's anyone to blame for this it's me I'm such a slut-" I rambled.
"You are far from being a slut, Raina."
"I'm worse than a whore, who sleeps with a guy whose committed to someone else huh?"
"Look I don't regret it, besides its my fault because you try so hard to avoid me and I just keep on doing the opposite."
"It won't happen again right ?" He tensed when I asked him.
"Is that what you want ?"
"Please don't make this difficult Angelo.."
I stood up from the bed grabbing my purple morning gown.
"You are the one making things difficult for me, how do I stay away from the most intriguing woman I have ever met or pretend that we didn't make love more than twice last night."
I gasped at his response.
"Don't call it that, it's fine you won't hurt my feelings if you called it a meaningless fuck like it has always been." I spurt.
"We both know it was different from our previous..."
"It wasn't, let it go." I lashed out raising my hands. Suddenly he made his way to where I was standing, closing the distance between us.
"Look me in the eye and tell me it meant nothing ?"
I couldn't.
"This is stupid just let it go."
"Raina Williams..." I looked at him for a brief moment, he has never been this serious.
"Angelo Le roux..." I briefly smiled.
"Fuck Raina, don't give me that smile."
"Why ?" I frowned.
"Don't act like you don't know what I mean..." He ran his hand through his hair, how attractive can he be.
Shut it Raina.
"I don't know what you mean." I crossed my arms in defeat, what did he mean?
"Raina, you make me want you every damn time then you act innocent. You are such a tease..."
What ?
"Me trying to stay away from you makes you want me, argh the irony." I lashed out.
Suddenly there was a knock. Perfect timing.
"Get dressed please while I get that." I said frustrated.
"This discussion isn't over beautiful." He smirked heading to the bathroom.
Like I said compulsive liar
Drifting off to the door through the lounge area, Maya had came surprisingly early today I thought to myself as I unlocked the door.
I gasped when I found out who it was.
"About time you opened the fucking door, Raina.." She sassed her way in.
"Uhm yeah, what are you doing here ?" I pulled my purple gown around my body feeling exposed.
"Well you can't avoid me forever, I mean who actually listens to the crap Angelo says." She rambled making herself coffee in the kitchen while I panicked sitting on the island.
"Are you okay ?" She looked at me questioningly.
"Yes, Alma I'm great." I mused the best smile I could muster.
"So any plans for -" she suddenly gasped with her mug almost slipping off her fingers. She walked over to me with a raised eyebrow.
"Raina you crazy girl, who are you fucking ?" I hitched on my breath not expecting that.
"Uhm no-one, why would you say that ?" I nervously shrieked.
"Duh the hickeys gosh love bites on your neck are quite visible." She giggled.
Shit shit shit.
"Oh-" I was about to lie when Angelo entered the kitchen fully dressed with a smirk on his full plump lips.
Shit.
"Morning Alma." He smirked taking a sit next to me on the island. I immediately face palmed because my life sucks.
"Angelo..." Alma sneered at him.
"Uhm Raina please give us a minute please ?" She politely said to me.
"Alma, I'm sorry I know I'm a stupid whore..." I mumbled.
"If you are a whole then Paris Hilton is a what ?" She gave me an assuring smile, I awkwardly stood up walking out of the kitchen the only thought ringing in my head was I fucked up.