Anord POV:
Everything is disappearing like a smoke. I haven't thought that I will be this motionless and restless. I don't know what I did was right or wrong but for me I think that's right.
We couldn't kept the person who don't belong here for long so now it's time for her to leave. To leave the pack once was happy to have her, to leave the people around here and to finally leave me.
When I think about it for sometime I feel bad about it but then it was her decision to leave. I have never force her and will never force her. It's up to her to decide what she wants. She just accused me of cheating but she didn't ask me once if it was true.
I hit the wall hard and there was hole but I wouldn't care. How did she left me? I thought she wanted to be with me and accept me but no she left telling me I was at fault.
I was more shocked when she slapped me in front of the whole pack. I mean she just slap their alpha, their king. I had to control my emotions to not to bang her head then. If it would be other she wolf then she would have been dead by now.
My wolf was more than angry that I need to clam down my wolf saying that she is our mate and a human. Human my wolf don't like it as he don't like how she reacted in the whole crowd.
She just cry and cry but never told me what did I do to make her feel that I cheated her. Yeah I had done bad things before but now when I have her in front of me I don't want anything other than to keep her to myself but she left me.
Never once she look back and ask me why did I cheat her. I know I might have done something that hurt her but I don't think she have to accuse me of lying. I asked her why she was crying but no she just see me with accusing gaze.
"Alpha, you should clam down. It's not..." Tate tell me in a low voice pleasing me to stop trashing things on the floor.
"How can I clam down? How Tate? When your mate look at you with a accusing gaze. How?" I said sighing and fall on the floor with a thud.
When she left in her car, I became so angry that I couldn't see anything except red. I became violent and ran through the woods. I so wanted to stop her, to say that I'm not going to let you go but the promise of keeping my mate happy made me stop.
I didn't show any emotion as if she would see how messed up and broken I'm from inside. Somewhere I know that she would regret this but I couldn't stop her as it was her choice. I let my wolf took a run and let out all his frustration.
He was trying to take control and made her stop but I didn't let him so he is angry with me. He didn't let me strip and change into werewolf. After running for hours, I came back to pack house and went to my work room. On the way I could see Swez giving me sad look telling me that I hurt her best friend but she didn't know that I'm too hurt as her.
Till then I have been thrashing things here and there as I feel lonely. I have been alone before but now it's hurt to be lone. She has change me in so many ways that I feel like I can't live without her but I have to because it's what my mate wanted. I feel weak when it's come to her as I don't want to loose her. Somehow she doesn't have to witness the cruelty of our world.
But staying without her will kill you from inside.
"Everyone is worry for you Alpha. Please maintain yourself. Everything will be good soon." Tate try to assure me.
"Soon. I hope it will be that way but I don't know why did she left? She didn't even tell me." I sound stupid and hurt.
"I'm sorry Alpha but she might have seen you and Serenity together and assume..." Tate trail off and I got the point.
God! Damnit how could she think that I would choose Serenity over her? I would never do that to her when she was the one made for me and I would never decline moon goddess gift to me. She is way special to me than she can thought.
She is the one who made me feel like I deserve everything. Happiness and love which were foreign to me, she was the one made me feel that I too can give happiness and love someone. She change my perspective and me but somewhere she became emotional and couldn't think straight.
"Oh! God Ukrine. You just left without knowing everything." I sigh in frustration.
"Alpha you must tell her. I know she don't want to leave this place, us and you." Tate said with a sad smile.
"She has been crying a lot and you must protect her from Xeres. He is upto something. Here is something for you." Tate said placing the package on the table.
"I hope to see you okay. She will surely come back once she know everything. Take care." Tate said and left the room giving look of concern to me.
I haven't thought that my mate would be stupid to think that Serenity would be something to me as I have only known her through the meetings. I get to know that she hadn't found her mate yet and I was also in same condition before I met my mate Ukrine.
The council told me that it would be better I gave them their queen as it would be helpful to do the works. Serenity is the Alpha of darkmoon pack and she is a strong woman but I don't feel anything for her. I told them that I would consider their proposal but never thought about it much.
As deep down I feel I will meet my mate soon and their she came with a memory lost thing which was helpful for us to make her stay for long. Today Serenity and I had a meeting together and when I meet her she told me that her sandal has been broken so needed a help so I hold her hand and she say a lame joke to which I laugh. That's must be when Urkine see us together and thought of us as a thing.
I rubbed my face with my hands and went to see the package. I wasn't expecting this from him but now it's seems like he wants to play a game so let's play along. I'm so ready for this game and I know I would win. Ukrine you have made a choice already and now it's my turn to make a choice.
At the end evil will loose. That's not to say out loud though.